Thursday, May 14, 2026

Bitterness (American Revelation XXII, Ten.)

Woe unto them that call evil good, and good evil; that put darkness for light, and light for darkness; that put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter! ~Isaiah 5:20

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Some people say the Bible is the greatest story ever told. Uh-uh. The best story is "Boy meets girl, boy loses girl, boy gets girl." Yeah. Boy meets girl. That first moment when every corpuscle in your dick is percolating. Of course, not everybody has the same impulse. 

~Augustus Hill, from the HBO series Oz, S2.E4 "Losing Your Appeal."

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Freedom is never more than one generation away from extinction.  We didn't pass it on to our children in the bloodstream.  The only way they can inherit the freedom we have known is if we fight for it, protect it, defend it, and then hand it to them with the well fought lessons of how they in their lifetime must do the same.  And if you and I don't do this, then you and I may well spend our sunset years telling our children and our children's children what it once was like in America when men were free. ~Ronald Reagan

I saw this earlier.

Apparently the Idiot "Christians" are going after Miss Rachel now, the YouTube and Netflix star that's mostly known for kid's songs and shit like that who became massively popular during the COVID-19 pandemic, because she supports LGBT people and marginalized people in general. I barely know who Miss Rachel is, The Kiddo freaking loves her. 

That's all *I* really need to know, educating kids and helping marginalized people is good with me. Hell, my family is marginalized people, as both my partner and the kid ARE LGBT. My partner is also a Christian, and the kid has at least given it some thought.

Wait, isn't "Supporting marginalized people" literally something Christians are supposed to be doing, in fact required by the express command of their Savior, if you go by what it says on the side of the can??

Well, the Truth is a lot of These Fucking People believe that "Hating LGBT People" is way more important than "Love Thy Neighbor." 

In fact they're so anti-"Love Thy Neighbor" that they've basically dispensed not only with the Word of Jesus but pretty much every aspect of Christianity or the Bible that they can't use as a bullshit tautology or a "Gotcha" against somebody else...or otherwise weaponize...because they much prefer to simply make an idol out of political "Conservatism" that is in reality not even organized Fascism but simply a desire to use politics to hurt people while worshiping Golden Idols, to feel sanctified in their hatefulness and narcissism and not interested one bit in "Conserving" anything.

Hell, my partner's idiot relatives punished the kid for wanting to go to Church. Isn't that *Checks Notes* Persecution??

Nor do they "Love Everyone" nor do they "Want Everyone to be Saved." I mean, sure, if you make a big show of trying to act like them they might let you in. Literally the entire point of their False Religion is that Heaven isn't Heaven if everybody gets to go! Watching other people suffer down here on Earth or in Hell or whatever is literally presented as a Perk of going to their "Heaven." 

This is why this type of stuff isn't up to Man, well, not if you read the Lord's Word it's not.

Bitterness is what these people dwell in, to a great extent that's how they justify themselves.

And These Fucking People? They don't read the Word.

Or want anybody else to, either. 

Their "god" is worldly Power.

Oh sure, they'll claim God or the Holy Spirit or whatever "Told" them something...but that's ever and always to justify their own impulse or try to manipulate you into agreeing with them.

In my experience, 99 out of 100 times they didn't even ask anybody else, spiritual entity or otherwise.

In the other one example they were told to go pound sand and then decided to try to do what they wanted anyway.

That's pretty much the only reason these idiots bring up or even claim God or the Bible or any of that stuff...it's a vector to get what they think they want.

They don't believe in Jesus Christ.

They believe in Donald Trump and the Republican Party and their own bigotry.

In fact, the Truth is they don't really care about anything else.

Remember that.

It's going to be on the test later.

You either believe in freedom or you don't.

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There is only one sin, only one. And that is theft. Every other sin is a variation of theft....When you kill a man, you steal a life. You steal his wife's right to a husband, rob his children of a father. When you tell a lie, you steal someone's right to the truth. When you cheat, you steal the right to fairness. ~Baba, from The Kite Runner.

Nine

When men stop believing in God, it isn't that they then believe in nothing: they believe in everything. ~Umberto Eco



What Happened? (American Revelation XXII, Nine.)

You can take a lot of things away from a man. Cigarettes, the gym. You can take his freedom, his legs, but not his feelings. Not his feelings. A man loves a woman. Don't matter what kind of man he is, if he loves her, he wants her. He wants her body. He wants her to want his. So you say to him, "you can never make love again. You will never touch her in that way again. This is the last time. The last time. Forever." If that's not cruel and unusual punishment, I don't know what is. ~Augustus Hill, from the HBO series Oz, S1.E2 "Visits, Conjugal and otherwise."

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There is only one sin, only one. And that is theft. Every other sin is a variation of theft....When you kill a man, you steal a life. You steal his wife's right to a husband, rob his children of a father. When you tell a lie, you steal someone's right to the truth. When you cheat, you steal the right to fairness. ~Baba, from The Kite Runner.

I saw this earlier.

Tea Party Joe Walsh, asking "What happened to Bill Maher?"

My answer was "Nothing, he was always That Guy."

And I have receipts on why that is.

See, back in the day, like 15-20 years ago when I worked Third Shift in a casino kitchen, I was a fan. Hell, a lot of us who worked there in that time and place were.

In fact, 20 years ago it was little things like that, that drove my current partner nuts, well, except that she liked to argue about stuff like that, so I don't know if she really minded all that much.

Her and I, we'd have arguments about stuff that'd go on for days at a time, I'm serious.

The thing was, we also loved each other, although we were also very competitive with each other and, like I said, constantly arguing and bickering back and forth. It's just every once in awhile we'd end up doing stuff...and for a few months out of that first year, we were quietly a couple.

Now, a hell of a lot of the crew we worked with was a bunch of dude-bros for whom Bill Maher fandom as it was at the time just...fit. Likewise Howard Stern, WWE, and a whole bunch of other Bro-coded shit. My partner was infamously regarded as a bitch at work. (She wasn't, really, but they thought she was.)

We didn't broadcast our relationship status, she's never been big on public affection, we worked with a bunch of dumb guys and they never figured it out until a couple years later.

Then we broke up, she got with the next guy a few months later, moved out, got married, then moved out west, that didn't last for very long. She landed in Tennessee with her parents, and by early the next spring we were talking a lot again, and flirting quite a bit, too.

Now, in the summer of 2008 I transferred over to being a line cook, but since I was almost always on the employee buffet line or the grill I was still always working around the same people and I tried to take my breaks at the same time as them.

Anyway, one of those nights, on my lunch break I was talking to her while I was sitting at the table with my crew, nothing racy, nothing even special so far as I can recall. Just normal stuff a couple of very close friends talk about at four in the morning, part of the conversation on speaker, too.

But anyway, I got up, signed off with her and went back to work. I had to go to the employee dish area and wash a rack of knives and utensils, so I got after it. Run the stuff through the dish machine...

And walk straight into a wall of bros, literally pressing flesh, physically blocking my way out of the dish area, four of them. So I'm like "What?!"

"You F****d her, didn't you?"

"Who?"

"Don't give us that shit, we figured it out. Werewolf Lady that you was just on the phone with. (It's still a running joke between her and I that she's a Werewolf.) Out with it, or we're seizing the Man Card."

"Okay yeah, we did, so? What's it matter to you??" I paused for effect "I'm trained to kill, yo, rack of knives and I gotta get back out there but ya'll in the way" They let me pass, but grudgingly. I think they thought I was gonna argue. Surprisingly they didn't give me too much shit until we formally started dating in the winter months of 2009. At that point it was generally assumed that she was the Man in the relationship.

(The joke was on them, she was, we didn't care.)

The four guys in question were my late best friend, my other best friend that I had to shit-can last summer, my Roman-obsessed coworker and a current friend of mine who was then going through his Libertarian Bro phase. We were all deep into video games like BioShock and God Of War, too, at the time.

It never really occurred to me until last summer that they had heard us talking, heard the love in our voices, and then with malice aforethought treated her like a goal for dude-bros to score on, not like a person.

What happened, he says?

In a temporal sense? One of those guys died, a couple of 'em drifted Leftwards like I did, and the other one? 

Well, I wrote about what happened with him.

Spiritually? Nothing much at all happened.

Only thing I can figure is that MAGA or the Manosphere crap got to that guy in particular, or he let all the gaming bullshit go to his head. He didn't talk like that 20 years ago. 

Oh well, nothing of value was lost. 

But at that point in time, back in 2008, we were all That Guy. Some of us, apparently more than others.

Fuck, I look at pictures of myself from back then and I'm amazed at how angry I looked all the time.

Some of us grew out of it, some people stayed that way.

What happened to Bill Maher? 

What happened to my surviving best friend? What didn't happen to me??

Some of us made, and kept to, the choice to give a damn about other people.

Some of us made the choice to be small and mean and selfishly hedonistic, and to not give a shit about other people. Some of us very likely were that way all along, but chose not to broadcast it because they thought their peers would give them shit about it or that it would hurt them to show their true selves.

You can call it Christian Nationalism, Narcissism, Patriarchy, Privilege or Relative Status or whatever psychological, religious, social or Unga Bunga shit you want, but it basically comes down to selfishness, to literally not giving a shit about the hearts and minds of other people.

Seems like women in particular are catching a lot of that kind of crap right now, but *Who* those other people are doesn't really end up mattering, it's just that a lot of These Fucking People think they gotta discriminate against somebody or treat somebody like crap...or they'll die or something...and especially somebody they are required to be Close To in some way. And all of these idiots are terrified that they're next because they can't imagine a society where somebody isn't being abused, or where love itself isn't treated like some kind of sport-ball bullshit.

That love outlasts death never occurs to these motherfuckers.

And until we reckon with that, as a society, and figure a way to stop doing it, problems are gonna continue.

Again, you either believe in freedom or you don't.

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Freedom is never more than one generation away from extinction.  We didn't pass it on to our children in the bloodstream.  The only way they can inherit the freedom we have known is if we fight for it, protect it, defend it, and then hand it to them with the well fought lessons of how they in their lifetime must do the same.  And if you and I don't do this, then you and I may well spend our sunset years telling our children and our children's children what it once was like in America when men were free. ~Ronald Reagan

Eight

And then shall many be offended, and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another.

And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many.

And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold.

But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved. 

~Matthew 24:10-13
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[Caprica-Cavil and Galactica-Cavil are in an airlock, about to be executed]

Caprica-Cavil: Is there a Resurrection Ship within range?
Galactica-Cavil: Yes, brother. But first we're gonna die in a vacuum.
Caprica-Cavil: There's a 170 foot long launch tube in front of us. We might die of our injuries before we get to the vacuum.
Galactica-Cavil: I don't like you.
Caprica-Cavil: I understand that.
Galactica-Cavil: Do you really believe it was a mistake to attack the humans?
Caprica-Cavil: Rather intensely, yes.
Galactica-Cavil: You know that when we download amongst the others your strange ideas will be shouted down.
Caprica-Cavil: Ideas always seem strange until you try them on, brother. We had a temper-tantrum in the form of a cataclysm because we wanted them to treasure us, the Ones, more than humanity. More than their own history and blood.
Galactica-Cavil: We didn't want to be loved. We wanted to be treated fairly.
Caprica-Cavil: We wanted to be held to a bosom. To be petted and perfumed and told we were the princes of the universe.
Galactica-Cavil: Yes, well if the humans were gone-
Caprica-Cavil: Our parents would mourn them. They'd love them more anyway.
Galactica-Cavil: I'm going to see to it that you get boxed. And then I'm going to prepare to wipe out humanity once and for all.
Caprica-Cavil: The anticipation is very unpleasant.
Galactica-Cavil: Yes.
[Caprica-Cavil offers his hand, Galactica-Cavil looks at it and accepts it. Galactica-Cavil closes his eyes while Caprica-Cavil keeps looking. They are then airlocked.]

~From Battlestar Galactica: The Plan



Wednesday, May 13, 2026

Zombies (American Revelation XXII, Eight.)

Glenn Rhee: [Over the radio to Rick] Hey, you. Dumbass. Hey, you in the tank. Cozy in there?

Glenn: Hey, are you alive in there?

Rick Grimes: Hello? Hello?

Glenn: There you are. You had me wondering.

Rick: Where are you? Outside? Can you see me right now?

Glenn: Yeah, I can see you. You're surrounded by walkers. That's the bad news.

Rick: There's good news?

Glenn: No.

Rick: Listen, whoever you are, I don't mind telling you I'm a little concerned in here.

Glenn: Oh man. You should see it from over here. You'd be having a major freak-out.

Rick: Got any advice for me?

Glenn: Yeah, I'd say make a run for it.

Rick: That's it? 'Make a run for it?

Glenn: My way's not as dumb as it sounds.

~From The Walking Dead S1.E2 "Guts."

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When the earliest settlers poured into a wild continent there was no one to ask them where they came from. The only question was: Were they sturdy enough to make the journey, were they strong enough to clear the land, were they enduring enough to make a home for freedom, and were they brave enough to die for liberty if it became necessary to do so? And so it has been through all the great and testing moments of American history. Our history this year we see in Vietnam. Men there are dying; men named Fernandez and Zajac and Zelinko and Mariano and McCormick. Neither the enemy who killed them nor the people whose independence they have fought to save ever asked them where they or their parents came from. They were all Americans. It was for free men and for America that they gave their all, they gave their lives and selves. By eliminating that same question as a test for immigration the Congress proves ourselves worthy of those men and worthy of our own traditions as a nation. ~Lyndon B. Johnson.

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Freedom is never more than one generation away from extinction. We didn't pass it on to our children in the bloodstream. The only way they can inherit the freedom we have known is if we fight for it, protect it, defend it, and then hand it to them with the well fought lessons of how they in their lifetime must do the same. And if you and I don't do this, then you and I may well spend our sunset years telling our children and our children's children what it once was like in America when men were free. ~Ronald Reagan

I saw this yesterday.

"Christian" Nationalist "Pastor" Joel Webbon ranting against *Checks Notes* Republican candidate Vivek Ramaswamy simply for being a Hindu and saying he should "go home."

Then Tommy Tube-Steak (naturally) trying to say immigrants should "Assimilate or go home" to India. Last I checked, right or wrong, like it or not, "home" for Vivek (both by birth and inclination, apparently) is Ohio.

And, same day, I saw that Seb Gorka (of all people) himself an immigrant, is trying to call Tucker Carlson a "Domestic Terrorist." Personally, I think we should send Seb back to Hungary where his British accent alone ought to make sure he has loads of fun in the jail that the new government is almost certain to throw his Nazi ass in because he's an Orban stooge, too.

The thing is, for a lot of these MAGA's and people like Trump, it's a game.

But there's a hell of a lot of under-the-radar or up-and-coming weirdos in this shit for whom it isn't, and most of those freaks would make the average MAGA/Tribal Republican type at even this point look like European Socialists by comparison.

Their ideal world is basically The Walking Dead, but with idiots instead of Zombies.

Cassian Andor: What? To steal from the Empire, what do you need? A uniform, some dirty hands, and an Imperial toolkit. They’re so proud of themselves, they don’t even care. They’re so fat and satisfied, they can’t imagine it…

Luthen Rael: Can’t imagine what?
Andor: That someone like me would ever get inside their house, walk their floors, spit in their food, take their gear. 

~From the Star Wars series Andor, S1.E2 "That Would Be Me."

I feel like two things are about to happen:

#1 The country is very likely going to go full Sunday Night At Woodstock '99 on these motherfuckers, in November at least, but very likely before that, people are tired of this shit, and some of these idiots want to make it worse.

#2 MAGA and Republicans are very, very likely to get attacked from their Right by fanatics who see their agenda as not progressing fast enough or "Too weak."

And, as an addendum #3 Republicans going after Republicans has always been my cue to start worrying about Civil War.

Meanwhile Trump and the Billionaires have pretty much came right out and said they don't give a shit about how the average person is doing.

Historically, that's a good way to piss off even your own voters.

We've got to take the neighborhood back. We've got to go in there. Just forget telling your child to go to the Peace Corps. It's right around the corner. It's standing on the corner. It can't speak English. It doesn't want to speak English. I can't even talk the way these people talk. "Why you ain't where you is go." I don't know who these people are. And I blamed the kid until I heard the mother talk. Then I heard the father talk. This is all in the house. You used to talk a certain way on the corner and you got into the house and switched to English. Everybody knows it's important to speak English except these knuckleheads. You can't land a plane with "why you ain't…". You can't be a doctor with that kind of crap coming out of your mouth. There is no Bible that has that kind of language. Where did these people get the idea that they're moving ahead on this? Well, they know they're not, they're just hanging out in the same place, five or six generations sitting in the projects when you're just supposed to stay there long enough to get a job and move out. ~Bill Cosby, the "Pound Cake" speech.

This is going to end, soon, and very likely extremely badly.

I mean, it's The Walking Dumb out there, but people are pissed off.

Especially for people like Trump and his lackeys like Seb Gorka.

Billionaires like Elon and Peter Pan Thiel will just bunker up and if they've managed to piss off enough of the rest of humanity (also likely) there's a non-zero chance their bunkers will each take a JDAM right down the stovepipe and that'll be the end of that, real quick.

And everybody, including the US government, has some kind of a half-ass plan for when everything comes flying apart. Or they think they do.

Most of them will suck at it.

Not the religious nuts (and certain corporations that they inflect or own.) No, they have a whole-ass plan to carve out shitty little fiefdoms for themselves and their cults. I mean, it'll probably be as badly executed and shitty as everybody else's but it is a plan and if nothing else these CHUDs have been working on that kind of shit since at least the 1970's that I know of.

Elisabet Sobeck: I remember yelling that I didn’t care. And that’s when my mother took my face in her hands and…spoke.

GAIA: Query: What did she say?

Elisabet Sobeck: She said I had to care. She said, “Elisabet, being smart will count for nothing if you don’t make the world a better place. You have to use your smarts to count for something, to serve life, not death.”

~From the video game Horizon Zero Dawn.

The problem, in terms of survival instinct, is that some of these dusty old morons think a kid writing a letter saying they should keep the tax credit for electric vehicles and wishing to participate in society is (get this) "Propagandized."

Just sayin' I know from personal experience that gas depends on a functioning distribution network vs. anybody with a solar panel and the right power cord can charge an EV. And the Sun is free, no one owns it.

Which of course is the goddamn problem from a Republican standpoint.

These fucking people started putting ideology and profit over basic human survival instinct a long-ass time ago.

The problem with that, at the end of the day, is that when push comes to shove people like Joel Webbon don't care about money and they regard idiots like Seb Gorka and Tommy Tuberville as little more than ridiculous cosplayers. I know a lot of MAGA's that talk this shit real good, but fundamentally they still expect society to progress as normal, at least for themselves, and for things like their Social Security check (or their government paycheck in the case of people like Seb Gorka, Tommy Tube-Steak or Virginia Fox) to deposit on time.

The genuine religious fanatics out there, people like Doug Wilson or Joel Webbon (or to a lesser extent my ex-wife) not so much.

Whether they, in a logistical or physical sense, have an actual plan or not I don't know...although I'm betting they have more of one in real terms than Trump and the billionaires do. But mentally, certainly theologically, they have a plan and some idea of what they think is going to happen.

It's wrong, let's start with that. I've read the Bible and none of this works that way. At minimum it's no more accurate than Vladimir Putin thinking he was gonna conquer Ukraine in 3 days. But in terms of justification and intent to hurt people, they have a plan, it exists.

And the truth is the actual objective is simply hurting people, they don't really care about the rest, or how they get there, call it the Underpants Gnome theory of politics.

The only Republican elected officials with something likely resembling a plan that doesn't amount to conspiracy theories and dorm-room pot-smoke talk are almost certainly the Neo-Confederates. They're also wrong, but in the moral rather than empirical sense. That's just pattern recognition at this point.

Their plan, such as it is, is that these fucking people have been getting told all their lives about the sumptuous lives of those who serve the Beast in the End Times, and they've decided they want a taste of That Antichrist Life.

The rest of us, not so much. The rest of us get shit. The rest of us get whatever God gives us to survive on. The Bad Guys are taking that not as hope of survival in an Apocalypse but as their excuse to suck up all the rest of the resources, what the fuck do you think all the "Data Centers" are really for??

(Aside from turning most of America into the Aralkum, but I digress.)

These Fucking People have forgotten there's a whole massive sub-sect of various nominal "Christians" AKA also These Fucking People with an entire infrastructure of thought concerning what to do about computer chips and data centers, and fundamentally, these two sides are gonna fight.

Their idea of the Future is a blend of Idiocracy and Revelations, but considerably more malicious.

In fact I think there's more chance of the End Times nuts and the Tech nuts actually fighting than there is of the Baal-worshipers and the Christian Nationalists actually fighting it out (rather than just talking a bunch of crap at each other while quietly pursuing their shared goal of the abuse and exploitation of women and girls.) The End Times Christian phobia of technology runs deep and wide.

When the Christian Nationalists and the Demon-worshipers finally fight, the Christian Nationalists will probably melt like the Afghan National Army did when it came time to fight the Taliban by themselves, and for the same exact reason.

They mostly believe in all the same shit.

Same goes for at least a large enough plurality of idiot Republicans to matter when it comes to the Joel Webbon types (or people like my partner's idiot relatives.) Even Trump will find out he's just a different species of "Globalist" or "Liberal" to them.

These fucking monsters are just as cannibalistic and ravening as any undead Zombie out of ancient or modern legend.

Basically for the rest of us, it goes like this;

Either you believe in freedom or you don't.

And either you're willing to fight for it or you're not.

For myself, I've got a partner and a kid to think about. I don't want to live in These Fucking People's world. 

The question is why are you tolerating this shit??

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Brawndo the Thirst Mutilator had come to replace water, virtually everywhere. Water, the basic component of all life, had been deemed a threat to Brawndo's profit margin. The solution came during the budget crisis of 2330, when the Brawndo Corporation simply bought the F.D.A. and the F.C.C., enabling them to say, do, and sell, anything they wanted. ~Narrator, Idiocracy


And I beheld another beast coming up out of the earth; and he had two horns like a lamb, and he spoke as a dragon.

And he exercise all the power of the first beast before him, and cause the earth and them which dwell therein to worship the first beast, whose deadly wound was healed.

And he doeth great wonders, so that he makes fire come down from heaven on the earth in the sight of men,

And deceives them that dwell on the earth by the means of those miracles which he had power to do in the sight of the beast; saying to them that dwell on the earth, that they should make an image to the beast, which had the wound by a sword, and did live.

And he had power to give life unto the image of the beast, that the image of the beast should both speak, and cause that as many as would not worship the image of the beast should be killed.

And he caused all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and bond, to receive a mark in their right hand, or in their foreheads:

And that no man might buy or sell, save he that had the mark, or the name of the beast, or the number of his name.

Here is wisdom. Let him that hath understanding count the number of the beast: for it is the number of a man; and his number is Six hundred threescore and six. ~Revelation 13:11-18





Monday, May 11, 2026

Asshole Nation (American Revelation XXII, Seven.)

 Americans of every race and color have died in battle to protect our freedom. Americans of every race and color have worked to build a nation of widening opportunities. Now our generation of Americans has been called on to continue the unending search for justice within our own borders. We believe that all men are created equal. Yet many are denied equal treatment. We believe that all men have certain unalienable rights. Yet many Americans do not enjoy those rights. We believe that all men are entitled to the blessings of liberty. Yet millions are being deprived of those blessings — not because of their own failures, but because of the color of their skin. The reasons are deeply embedded in history and tradition and the nature of man. We can understand — without rancor or hatred — how this all happened. But it cannot continue. Our Constitution, the foundation of our Republic, forbids it. The principles of our freedom forbid it. Morality forbids it. And the law I will sign tonight forbids it. ~Lyndon B. Johnson, Civil Rights Act signing speech.

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The Holy Quran says it, "Pilgrimage to the House [of God built by the prophet Abraham] is a duty men owe to God; those who are able, make the journey." (3:97) Allah said: "And proclaim the pilgrimage among men; they will come to you on foot and upon each lean camel, they will come from every deep ravine" (22:27). Every one of the thousands at the airport, about to leave for Jeddah, was dressed this way. You could be a king or a peasant and no one would know. Some powerful personages, who were discreetly pointed out to me, had on the same thing I had on. Once thus dressed, we all had begun intermittently calling out "Labbayka! (Allahumma) Labbayka!" (Here I come, O Lord!) Packed in the plane were white, black, brown, red, and yellow people, blue eyes and blond hair, and my kinky red hair -- all together, brothers! All honoring the same God, all in turn giving equal honor to each other. . . .That is when I first began to reappraise the "white man." It was when I first began to perceive that "white man," as commonly used, means complexion only secondarily; primarily it described attitudes and actions. In America, "white man" meant specific attitudes and actions toward the black man, and toward all other non-white men. But in the Muslim world, I had seen that men with white complexions were more genuinely brotherly than anyone else had ever been. That morning was the start of a radical alteration in my whole outlook about "white" men. ~Malcolm X.

Ya know, there's something I keep noticing about all these bigots, neo-confederates, racists and Trump Supporters, etc.

They keep getting handed treats by Trump and very often by the Republicans and the Supreme Court as well, but they're still the same angry pinch-faced assholes they were before that.

Maybe that's just who they are, very likely they sense they won't get to keep the stuff they're being handed for very long at all once the majority of people see what they intend to do with it. Certainly, once they get what they think they want they do not intend to leave other people the fuck alone, they want everybody to be a miserable bastard like them, to hate like they hate, and so on.

And in my experience, most people react rather badly to all that. I couldn't live that way, I'd end up dead. Among other things, I have a conscience I have to live with, and since I'm an addict, prone to depression and shit to start with, I tend to not want to stew in negative shit for very long, if at all.

Perhaps more to the point, I just don't hate Black people...or much of anybody who hasn't done anything to me personally to deserve that shit. I mean, there's certain groups of people I don't like very much, the Russians for example...but again that's mostly based on the fact that they won't stop trying to hurt other people for no reason and have fucked over my country in particular. I'm not especially fond of MAGA and/or Republicans at this point for much the same reason. 

I don't like bullies and people who refuse to mind their own business in general, and I don't like people who claim their politics, their religion, their station in life or their wealth or some such bullshit in particular gives them a "right" to hurt others.

It doesn't.

And I'm tired of this shit.

These people don't love God or conservative politics, they love their narcissism and petty hatreds and think those things should give them the keys to the Universe in some way.

We've got to take the neighborhood back. We've got to go in there. Just forget telling your child to go to the Peace Corps. It's right around the corner. It's standing on the corner. It can't speak English. It doesn't want to speak English. I can't even talk the way these people talk. "Why you ain't where you is go." I don't know who these people are. And I blamed the kid until I heard the mother talk. Then I heard the father talk. This is all in the house. You used to talk a certain way on the corner and you got into the house and switched to English. Everybody knows it's important to speak English except these knuckleheads. You can't land a plane with "why you ain't…". You can't be a doctor with that kind of crap coming out of your mouth. There is no Bible that has that kind of language. Where did these people get the idea that they're moving ahead on this? Well, they know they're not, they're just hanging out in the same place, five or six generations sitting in the projects when you're just supposed to stay there long enough to get a job and move out. ~Bill Cosby, the "Pound Cake" speech.

No, fuck all that.

Thing that gets me is, these assholes know people will celebrate when their power is taken away, when they can't hurt people anymore, when they are brought to justice and when they ultimately face God's wrath whether that's in their own time or they're helped along by firing squads and mobs.

You'd think...in the face of that, maybe they'd think about it and ya know, stop being assholes??

It's happened, none other than George Wallace, the infamous longtime governor of Alabama, repented of his racism and made amends, even appointing record numbers of Black folks to the State government.

But then these people look at guys like Trump, or Viktor Orban, stewing in their miserable bastardy like they fucking want to be in it despite having been handed everything...and they decide that's who they want to be. I couldn't do it, my partner couldn't do it.

For some of us, misery is a killer.

I saw this yesterday, Hungary's new health minster just randomly started dancing at some rally where I'd presume everybody was supposed to be being all serious and shit. Good for him, good for his country!

Either in November, next January or whenever the revolution America's assholes are trying to force on the country happens, that's gonna be us too.

These motherfuckers don't care about that, they just want to kill and steal, to jerk off to ideas of hierarchy and relative status, whether those ideas actually benefit them or not.

Again, they don't get it, they don't...can't...understand a simple idea like "Love Outlasts Death."

[Caprica-Cavil and Galactica-Cavil are in an airlock, about to be executed]

Caprica-Cavil: Is there a Resurrection Ship within range?
Galactica-Cavil: Yes, brother. But first we're gonna die in a vacuum.
Caprica-Cavil: There's a 170 foot long launch tube in front of us. We might die of our injuries before we get to the vacuum.
Galactica-Cavil: I don't like you.
Caprica-Cavil: I understand that.
Galactica-Cavil: Do you really believe it was a mistake to attack the humans?
Caprica-Cavil: Rather intensely, yes.
Galactica-Cavil: You know that when we download amongst the others your strange ideas will be shouted down.
Caprica-Cavil: Ideas always seem strange until you try them on, brother. We had a temper-tantrum in the form of a cataclysm because we wanted them to treasure us, the Ones, more than humanity. More than their own history and blood.
Galactica-Cavil: We didn't want to be loved. We wanted to be treated fairly.
Caprica-Cavil: We wanted to be held to a bosom. To be petted and perfumed and told we were the princes of the universe.
Galactica-Cavil: Yes, well if the humans were gone-
Caprica-Cavil: Our parents would mourn them. They'd love them more anyway.
Galactica-Cavil: I'm going to see to it that you get boxed. And then I'm going to prepare to wipe out humanity once and for all.
Caprica-Cavil: The anticipation is very unpleasant.
Galactica-Cavil: Yes.
[Caprica-Cavil offers his hand, Galactica-Cavil looks at it and accepts it. Galactica-Cavil closes his eyes while Caprica-Cavil keeps looking. They are then airlocked.]

~From Battlestar Galactica: The Plan
And it's not just that they don't understand things like "Giving a shit about other people" or "Reverence for the Ancestors," they don't want to.


And no, despite these idiots' protestations of their alleged "Christianity" I think you'll find they don't believe in that either.

To These Fucking People, America very much is the Nation Of The Self.

Or perhaps more crudely, Asshole Nation?

They beat their meat to ideas about Southern "Gentlemen" who owned plantations or Wild West cowboys that have more to to with 1950s Western movies and assholes like John Wayne and Louis B. Mayer than with the actual realities of those places and times. The idea of repenting for that shit is utterly foreign to them (as is the idea of repenting for anything else.)

And they can't understand why everybody else doesn't think that way.

(The only reason these motherfuckers ever promoted "Individual Rights" was to use them as a club to beat on everybody's rights. The truth is they want easily-revocable privileges, not God-given Rights.)

Well, among other things, if we all thought like they did, we wouldn't have much of a civilization, would we?

You either believe in freedom or you don't.

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Freedom is never more than one generation away from extinction. We didn't pass it on to our children in the bloodstream. The only way they can inherit the freedom we have known is if we fight for it, protect it, defend it, and then hand it to them with the well fought lessons of how they in their lifetime must do the same. And if you and I don't do this, then you and I may well spend our sunset years telling our children and our children's children what it once was like in America when men were free. ~Ronald Reagan


Put on my blue suede shoes
And I boarded the plane
Touched down in the land of the Delta Blues
In the middle of the pouring rain
W.C. Handy, won't you look down over me?
Yeah, I got a first class ticket
But I'm as blue as a boy can be.

Then I'm walking in Memphis
Was walking with my feet ten feet off of Beale
Walking in Memphis
But do I really feel the way I feel?
Saw the ghost of Elvis
On Union Avenue
Followed him up to the gates of Graceland
Then I watched him walk right through
Now security they did not see him
They just hovered 'round his tomb
But there's a pretty little thing
Waiting for the King
Down in the Jungle Room
When I was walking in Memphis
I was walking with my feet ten feet off of Beale
Walking in Memphis
But do I really feel the way I feel?
They've got catfish on the table
They've got gospel in the air
And Reverend Green be glad to see you
When you haven't got a prayer
But, boy, you've got a prayer in Memphis.
Now Muriel plays piano
Every Friday at the Hollywood
And they brought me down to see her
And they asked me if I would
Do a little number
And I sang with all my might
She said
"Tell me are you a Christian child?"
And I said "Ma'am, I am tonight"

~Marc Cohn, Walking In Memphis.



Saturday, May 9, 2026

The (New) Golden Calf (American Revelation XXII, Six.)

And when the people saw that Moses delayed to come down out of the mount, the people gathered themselves together unto Aaron, and said unto him, Up, make us gods, which shall go before us; for as for this Moses, the man that brought us up out of the land of Egypt, we wot not what is become of him.

And Aaron said unto them, Break off the golden earrings, which are in the ears of your wives, of your sons, and of your daughters, and bring them unto me.

And all the people brake off the golden earrings which were in their ears, and brought them unto Aaron.

And he received them at their hand, and fashioned it with a graving tool, after he had made it a molten calf: and they said, These be thy gods, O Israel, which brought thee up out of the land of Egypt.

And when Aaron saw it, he built an altar before it; and Aaron made proclamation, and said, To morrow is a feast to the Lord.

And they rose up early on the morrow, and offered burnt offerings, and brought peace offerings; and the people sat down to eat and to drink, and rose up to play.

And the Lord said unto Moses, Go, get thee down; for thy people, which thou brought out of the land of Egypt, have corrupted themselves:

They have turned aside quickly out of the way which I commanded them: they have made them a molten calf, and have worshipped it, and have sacrificed thereunto, and said, These be thy gods, O Israel, which have brought thee up out of the land of Egypt.

And the Lord said unto Moses, I have seen this people, and, behold, it is a stiff-necked people:

Now therefore let me alone, that my wrath may wax hot against them, and that I may consume them: and I will make of thee a great nation.

And Moses besought the Lord his God, and said, Lord, why doth thy wrath wax hot against thy people, which thou hast brought forth out of the land of Egypt with great power, and with a mighty hand?

Wherefore should the Egyptians speak, and say, For mischief did he bring them out, to slay them in the mountains, and to consume them from the face of the earth? Turn from thy fierce wrath, and repent of this evil against thy people.

Remember Abraham, Isaac, and Israel, thy servants, to whom thou swears by thine own self, and said unto them, I will multiply your seed as the stars of heaven, and all this land that I have spoken of will I give unto your seed, and they shall inherit it for ever.

And the Lord repented of the evil which he thought to do unto his people.

And Moses turned, and went down from the mount, and the two tables of the testimony were in his hand: the tables were written on both their sides; on the one side and on the other were they written.

And the tables were the work of God, and the writing was the writing of God, graven upon the tables.

And when Joshua heard the noise of the people as they shouted, he said unto Moses, There is a noise of war in the camp.

And he said, It is not the voice of them that shout for mastery, neither is it the voice of them that cry for being overcome: but the noise of them that sing do I hear.

And it came to pass, as soon as he came nigh unto the camp, that he saw the calf, and the dancing: and Moses' anger waxed hot, and he cast the tables out of his hands, and brake them beneath the mount.

And he took the calf which they had made, and burnt it in the fire, and ground it to powder, and straw it upon the water, and made the children of Israel drink of it.

And Moses said unto Aaron, What did this people unto thee, that thou hast brought so great a sin upon them?

And Aaron said, Let not the anger of my lord wax hot: thou knows the people, that they are set on mischief.

For they said unto me, Make us gods, which shall go before us: for as for this Moses, the man that brought us up out of the land of Egypt, we wot not what is become of him.

And I said unto them, Whosoever hath any gold, let them break it off. So they gave it me: then I cast it into the fire, and there came out this calf.

And when Moses saw that the people were naked; (for Aaron had made them naked unto their shame among their enemies:)

Then Moses stood in the gate of the camp, and said, Who is on the Lord's side? let him come unto me. And all the sons of Levi gathered themselves together unto him.

And he said unto them, Thus says the Lord God of Israel, Put every man his sword by his side, and go in and out from gate to gate throughout the camp, and slay every man his brother, and every man his companion, and every man his neighbor.

And the children of Levi did according to the word of Moses: and there fell of the people that day about three thousand men.

For Moses had said, Consecrate yourselves today to the Lord, even every man upon his son, and upon his brother; that he may bestow upon you a blessing this day.

And it came to pass on the morrow, that Moses said unto the people, Ye have sinned a great sin: and now I will go up unto the Lord; peradventure I shall make an atonement for your sin.

And Moses returned unto the Lord, and said, Oh, this people have sinned a great sin, and have made them gods of gold.

Yet now, if thou wilt forgive their sin--; and if not, blot me, I pray thee, out of thy book which thou hast written.

And the Lord said unto Moses, Whosoever hath sinned against me, him will I blot out of my book.

Therefore now go, lead the people unto the place of which I have spoken unto thee: behold, mine Angel shall go before thee: nevertheless in the day when I visit I will visit their sin upon them.

And the Lord plagued the people, because they made the calf, which Aaron made.

~Exodus 32, KJV.

I saw this overnight, a bunch of "Pastors" blessed a gold statue of Trump at Mar-A-Lago, and apparently they were surprised when they got pushback and accusations of idolatry.

Fucking Duh.

Well I guess that puts the threat of a Hantavirus outbreak in a different light, now doesn't it, since in Exodus 32 God punished the Israelites with a plague for worshiping the Golden Calf. Apparently, history has the potential to repeat itself here, clearly God's Wrath is locked and loaded, and it's not because of the Gay people or the Liberals or any People of Color (well, except for Pastor Mark Burns but most Black folks haven't claimed him for a minute. I used to watch his ass get chewed out on the regular on Roland Martin when my roommate watched that guy) I believe there's a time to say these people mocking the Lord is intentional, and I believe we passed that point a long time ago. Nobody acts more like they know there is no God, that the Bible is lies and they know they won't be judged than the fucking Evangelical Christians and fucking Prosperity Gospel liars do.

We've got to take the neighborhood back. We've got to go in there. Just forget telling your child to go to the Peace Corps. It's right around the corner. It's standing on the corner. It can't speak English. It doesn't want to speak English. I can't even talk the way these people talk. "Why you ain't where you is go." I don't know who these people are. And I blamed the kid until I heard the mother talk. Then I heard the father talk. This is all in the house. You used to talk a certain way on the corner and you got into the house and switched to English. Everybody knows it's important to speak English except these knuckleheads. You can't land a plane with "why you ain't…". You can't be a doctor with that kind of crap coming out of your mouth. There is no Bible that has that kind of language. Where did these people get the idea that they're moving ahead on this? Well, they know they're not, they're just hanging out in the same place, five or six generations sitting in the projects when you're just supposed to stay there long enough to get a job and move out. ~Bill Cosby, the "Pound Cake" speech.

Like I keep saying, I can't even talk like these people talk anymore. I cannot imagine doing this without cringing expecting lightning bolts of God's wrath out of a clear blue sky. If you don't understand why that is, too bad. I'm not going to explain it to you, you figure it out.

The lack of people figuring it out, or having to, is exactly why this kind of shit keeps happening.

Put on my blue suede shoes
And I boarded the plane
Touched down in the land of the Delta Blues
In the middle of the pouring rain
W.C. Handy, won't you look down over me?
Yeah, I got a first class ticket
But I'm as blue as a boy can be.

Then I'm walking in Memphis
Was walking with my feet ten feet off of Beale
Walking in Memphis
But do I really feel the way I feel?
Saw the ghost of Elvis
On Union Avenue
Followed him up to the gates of Graceland
Then I watched him walk right through
Now security they did not see him
They just hovered 'round his tomb
But there's a pretty little thing
Waiting for the King
Down in the Jungle Room
When I was walking in Memphis
I was walking with my feet ten feet off of Beale
Walking in Memphis
But do I really feel the way I feel?
They've got catfish on the table
They've got gospel in the air
And Reverend Green be glad to see you
When you haven't got a prayer
But, boy, you've got a prayer in Memphis.
Now Muriel plays piano
Every Friday at the Hollywood
And they brought me down to see her
And they asked me if I would
Do a little number
And I sang with all my might
She said
"Tell me are you a Christian child?"
And I said "Ma'am, I am tonight"

~Marc Cohn, Walking In Memphis.

And I'll tell you once, twice, a thousand times over if need be, These Fucking People, these Republicans, a hell of a lot of them racist former Southern Democrats or the sons and daughters thereof, are bringing God's Wrath on this country. Among other things, the vast majority of the Black people they want to disenfranchise and persecute are Christians.

And these politicians don't care.

And these MAGA "Christians" are building Golden Idols of TRUMP.

Yet, as bad as that kind of shit is, there's always worse waiting in the wings.

Remember that.

Because there's some of these monsters that have been making an idol of their hate for generations, In my personal case I've been observing this for at least a full generation. And it's the same fucking people, every time.

I am the Lord thy God, which have brought thee out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of bondage.
Thou shalt have no other gods before me.
Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image, or any likeness of any thing that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth.
Thou shalt not bow down thyself to them, nor serve them: for I the Lord thy God am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children unto the third and fourth generation of them that hate me; ~Exodus 20:2-5

And just like the Tea Party and MAGA rose up and got power by running out everybody that was in the Republican Party before them, so too will the "Christian Nationalists" and I guarantee you when that becomes an obvious problem there'll be a push to humanize Trump just like there was for Bush 43 in 2017. Yes, I know, I was there.

Keep in mind Trump already is at Bush 43 End-of-term numbers. Public opinion gets worse and these fucking people's behavior gets more egregious, we may well have a revolution on our hands before November.

Don't doubt that the "Christian Nationalists" would look to take advantage of that. There's apparently a lot of these assholes in Indiana, which strikes me, right upstairs in Michigan, as a real potential threat.

These Fucking People know the rest of us are getting tired of this bullshit, they know, THEY KNOW it's not gonna last, it can't, it's not sustainable.

They know if they keep this up America is going to come flying apart just from people having enough of this mess, they don't care.

Hell, some of them are banking on it.

They want a taste of that Antichrist life.

And no, they don't give a good goddamn about the consequences, spiritual or otherwise.

Nebuchadnezzar spake and said unto them, Is it true, O Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego, do not ye serve my gods, nor worship the golden image which I have set up?
Now if ye be ready that at what time ye hear the sound of the cornet, flute, harp, sackbut, psaltery, and dulcimer, and all kinds of musick, ye fall down and worship the image which I have made; well: but if ye worship not, ye shall be cast the same hour into the midst of a burning fiery furnace; and who is that God that shall deliver you out of my hands?
Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego, answered and said to the king, O Nebuchadnezzar, we are not careful to answer thee in this matter.
If it be so, our God whom we serve is able to deliver us from the burning fiery furnace, and he will deliver us out of thine hand, O king.
But if not, be it known unto thee, O king, that we will not serve thy gods, nor worship the golden image which thou hast set up.
~Daniel 3:14-18

So guess what? The rest of us are gonna have to, and do something about it.

It's going to come down to a fight.

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[Cassian plays Nemik's audio diary]

Karis Nemik: There will be times when the struggle seems impossible. I know this already. Alone, unsure, dwarfed by the scale of the enemy. Remember this. Freedom is a pure idea. It occurs spontaneously and without instruction. Random acts of insurrection are occurring constantly throughout the galaxy. There are whole armies, battalions that have no idea that they've already enlisted in the cause. Remember that the frontier of the Rebellion is everywhere. And even the smallest act of insurrection pushes our lines forward. And then remember this. The Imperial need for control is so desperate because it is so unnatural. Tyranny requires constant effort. It breaks, it leaks. Authority is brittle. Oppression is the mask of fear. Remember that. And know this, the day will come when all these skirmishes and battles, these moments of defiance will have flooded the banks of the Empire's authority and then there will be one too many. One single thing will break the siege. Remember this. Try. ~From the Star Wars series Andor, S1.E12 "Rix Road."


Freedom is never more than one generation away from extinction. We didn't pass it on to our children in the bloodstream. The only way they can inherit the freedom we have known is if we fight for it, protect it, defend it, and then hand it to them with the well fought lessons of how they in their lifetime must do the same. And if you and I don't do this, then you and I may well spend our sunset years telling our children and our children's children what it once was like in America when men were free. ~Ronald Reagan