And when he had opened the fifth seal, I saw under the altar the souls of them that were slain for the word of God, and for the testimony which they held:
And they cried with a loud voice, saying, How long, O Lord, holy and true, dost thou not judge and avenge our blood on them that dwell on the earth?
And white robes were given unto every one of them; and it was said unto them, that they should rest yet for a little season, until their fellow-servants also and their brethren, that should be killed as they were, should be fulfilled. ~Revelation 6:9-11
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Bring no more vain oblations; incense is an abomination unto me; the new moons and sabbaths, the calling of assemblies, I cannot away with; it is iniquity, even the solemn meeting.
Your new moons and your appointed feasts my soul hates: they are a trouble unto me; I am weary to bear them.
And when ye spread forth your hands, I will hide mine eyes from you: yea, when ye make many prayers, I will not hear: your hands are full of blood.
Wash you, make you clean; put away the evil of your doings from before mine eyes; cease to do evil;
Learn to do well; seek judgment, relieve the oppressed, judge the fatherless, plead for the widow.
~Isaiah 1:13-17 (KJV)
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Cassian Andor: Kino. Tell them what to do. It has to be you. Come on, Kino. You do this every day. Tell them what to do. Kino Loy: [presses PA system] My name is Kino Loy. I'm the day shift manager on Level Five. I'm speaking to you from the command center on Level Eight. We are, at this moment, in control of the facility.
Andor: Is that the best you got?
Loy: How long we hang on, how far we get, how many of us make it out, all of that is now up to us. We have deactivated every floor in the facility. All floors are cold. Wherever you are right now, get up, stop the work. Get out of your cells, take charge and start climbing. They don't have enough guards and they know it. If we wait until they figure that out, it'll be too late. We will never have a better chance than this and [looks at Cassian, knowing he said it] "I would rather die trying to take them down than giving them what they want." We know they fried a hundred men on Level Two. We know that they are making up our sentences as we go along. We know that no one outside here knows what's happening. And now we know, that when they say we are being released, we are being transferred to some other prison to go and die, and that ends today! There is one way out. Right now, the building is ours. You need to run, climb, kill! You need to help each other. You see someone who's confused, someone who is lost, you get them moving and you keep them moving until we put this place behind us. There are 5,000 of us. If we can fight half as hard as we've been working, we will be home in no time. One way out!
[Repeats it multiple times as he leaves the command center]
Andor: Come on! Let's get out of here!
~From the series "Andor" S1 E10 "One Way Out."
I saw this shit when I got up this morning.
Apparently, Fucker Carlson is trying to platform Joel Webbon and his neo-Calvinist crap.
I've written pretty extensively about what I think about Joel and that kind of women-abusing Taliban-like newfangled Fundamentalist religiosity but let's start
here.
I've also
written a few times about how I met my ex-wife, and pretty extensively about that relationship and how it ended.
My ex has Borderline Personality Disorder. I've said many times, on here and out in the world, that Trump basically took her kind of religious crap and secularized it. Except it's not really working out, and at this point most people know that.
I've written rather less about how my ex-wife acted when the writing was on the wall and we knew it was going to flame out. The thing is, at that point, she was rather less religious.
But now I'm starting to see what I saw from her then, creep into Republican politics, too. She had basically entered kind of a fugue state that I referred to at the time, accurately but crudely as "Eat, Sleep and Fuck mode" ESF for short. I called it that, because she didn't want to do much of anything else. She'd stopped trying to find a job and seemed mainly concerned with hoovering up all the resources we had with her various habits.
Smug, greedy, well-fed white people have invented a language to conceal their sins. It's as simple as that. The CIA doesn't kill anybody anymore, they neutralize people, or they depopulate the area. The government doesn't lie, it engages in disinformation. The Pentagon actually measures nuclear radiation in something they call sunshine units. Israeli murderers are called commandos, Arab commandos are called terrorists. Contra killers are called freedom fighters. Well, if crime fighters fight crime, and firefighters fight fires, what do freedom fighters fight? ~George Carlin
We naturally spent most of our few mutual waking hours arguing and fighting and/or using each other for the one thing we still had in common.
My Mom had, by that point, had it up to *Here* with that shit. To the point of not answering the phone sometimes.
I was reminded of that this morning when a buddy of mine pointed out that I'd asked last year "What does Trump want Greenland for, to eat it??"
When the shit was hitting the fan, when things got
really bad at the end of January in 2001, I managed to get fired from Walmart along with another (yes,
female) associate for...well, it's a long story but considering my home life at the time you can
probably guess what happened, at work no less...but we both got put down as rehireable because our boss
liked us, but that meant we
couldn't reapply for 90 days.
I went and talked to my old boss in the college IT department right around closing time 'cause I knew he'd be there and quite literally had a job within 20 minutes but it'd be a couple days before I actually started. I spun it, successfully, as a job change. I *Was* going to be getting paid more at the college. I transferred to the cafeteria to keep my full-time hours but a little less money at the end of the semester but then stayed there. My coworker hired in at Dollar Tree (and IIRC got paid every week) but went back to Walmart like four months later as they started doing the actual work to convert over to a super-center, putting up shelves and shit and eventually she transferred back into her old job in Electronics.
The flip side was, I had a decent job all the sudden, but like half a paycheck from Walmart to get through 3 weeks on
My Mom was hesitant to help because the last time she had, my then-wife had literally stolen most of the money from me and blown it on alcohol and bar food at Karaoke. So, to get by, I went and talked to the pastor of our church and the church got me a $100 gift card and a gas card and my Mom said she would put gas in my truck if there was an emergency. We should have been able to make it on that, if barely...if there wasn't another emergency.
There was.
My wife sold the gift card to a neighbor for $50, then spent that. All while I was sleeping. I blew a gasket when I got up and figured it out.
We've got to take the neighborhood back. We've got to go in there. Just forget telling your child to go to the Peace Corps. It's right around the corner. It's standing on the corner. It can't speak English. It doesn't want to speak English. I can't even talk the way these people talk. "Why you ain't where you is go." I don't know who these people are. And I blamed the kid until I heard the mother talk. Then I heard the father talk. This is all in the house. You used to talk a certain way on the corner and you got into the house and switched to English. Everybody knows it's important to speak English except these knuckleheads. You can't land a plane with "why you ain't…". You can't be a doctor with that kind of crap coming out of your mouth. There is no Bible that has that kind of language. Where did these people get the idea that they're moving ahead on this? Well, they know they're not, they're just hanging out in the same place, five or six generations sitting in the projects when you're just supposed to stay there long enough to get a job and move out. ~Bill Cosby, the "Pound Cake" speech.
I was meeting my Mom for breakfast at the bagel shop in Petoskey before class because she had a relatively-free morning and only afternoon and evening classes in Traverse City. This was the start of February. I pretty much told Mom I was done, just had to figure out how and when to extract myself and make sure I did so with the dog and a few other necessary things. She bought me groceries, put gas in the truck, went to our ISP and paid the internet bill, basically caught up
everything that would come due before I got paid again. All the sudden, with an end-point to the crazy, she was
all in to help.
But she didn't give me any cash. She'd been going to until I told her about the gift card thing. My wife got hella mad about that, too bad. I straight up told her why.
We managed to struggle-bus along for about 2 1/2 weeks before I finally hit the combo of having all my shit in order to leave and saying the hell with it and getting out. I'd stashed everything I could in the back of the truck and me and Gracie the Schnauzer pretty much decided to go for a walk while my ex was downstairs at the bar. A walk out to the truck, then we got in it and left. My Mom kept gas in my truck so I could get back and forth to class and work until I got into the dorms at the college.
My ex-wife descended into a Pentecostal religious mania that so far as I know has barely abated 25 years later. She spent like the whole weekend trying to call me. It was creepy. All the sudden, my ex had to figure it out for herself and from what I heard she did so in some pretty manipulative ways.
Also everything was a conspiracy or the fault of Demons and she had done nothing actually wrong and was Saved for suddenly adopting this violent cult-like religiosity. From where I saw things; Well, All the other people she screwed over or who had to deal with her at that point came out of the woodwork and finally started telling me all the shit she had been and was doing. I wasn't the only one screwing around. And it just got weirder from there while I rebuilt my life.
But, the fact of the matter is my actual lived
experience is that cult-like extremism and religious bullshit
always comes down to Glorification of the Self and Lusts of the Flesh. If these fucking people can't eat it, fight it or fuck it they don't
understand it, much less
want it.
- Red: The Sisters have taken quite a liking to you. Especially Bogs.
- Andy: Don't suppose it would help any if I explained to them I'm not homosexual.
- Red: Neither are they. You'd have to be human first. They don't qualify. Bull Queers take by force. That's all they want or understand. But if I were you, I'd grow eyes in the back of my head.
- Andy: Thanks for the advice.
- ~From the film The Shawshank Redemption.
This is pretty much how my partner's relatives that she was staying with for awhile conducted themselves, and from what she's said her cousin is in jail now (for DV against his MOTHER) and her aunt got back with the abusive ex that she'd just left. Such wonderful people. Meanwhile my partner has her own house now, has reconciled with her parents and life is busy but good.
Look at how all these Calvinist Weirdos (for example) conduct themselves. A hell of a lot of them, like Pete Keg-Breath, are open motherfucking drunkards and I can remember when the same fucking people would throw you out of a church for that...because it happened to me. They're also apparently mostly adulterers, raging bigots and wife-beaters who think everything is a conspiracy and nothing is their fault. Like, honestly what's even the damn point??
Like, I've really started to wonder if Trump, a lot of these MAGA dudes and Republican men in general are all closeted. As Trump's inhibitions decline it seems like about the only thing he really waxes eloquent about are big strong manly men...ew. I don't even care about regular gay dudes. I'm not that way, I've never hated them, rather like more than a few that I've known, but I'm a straight guy, for the last year or so, with a side of Demi-sexuality and having figured that out I finally feel, I don't know...right? So I can't even imagine...or maybe I just don't want to.
The truth is I think it's worse, a lot of these guys aren't gay, bi or straight in conventional terms. It's like dudes in prison, they'll just stick it anywhere that'll
let them. I
had a friend apparently like this.
It seems like if these guys are that way even if it's just some kind of weird RWNJ pansexual crap, it'd just be easier to be themselves and make peace with that etc. You'd think, but that'd require thinking.
But apparently that's too hard, and they want to use whatever power they can to make everybody else miserable, too. I couldn't do it.
A lot of them are also pedophiles or into some other creepy, weird or wrong shit or they don't like consent very much and that, civilization can't live with. Thankfully, these fucking people's efforts to cover up the Epstein files are failing, as is their running cover for Trump's failing health.
One way or another, sooner or later the rest of us are going to figure out how far down the rot goes.
And there will be consequences.
Trump isn't the problem. He's a symptom of larger internal rot. Tucker isn't religious, he's trying to cover up wrongs by using religion.
The problem is that, too often, religion is perfectly fine with being used.
And maybe that's the goddamned problem.
I've seen things you people wouldn't believe. Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I've watched c-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhäuser Gate. All those ... moments will be lost in time, like tears...in rain. Time to die. ~Roy Batty, Blade Runner.
Now that religion isn't working all that great and since they've failed to push the country into civil war and even their own side is slouching toward a simple Fyre Festival-like collapse, they're going
hard after "Authority" and "Mythology" as if they can just arbitrarily declare
Trump a god and have no one argue with them or some shit.
Like that's really what all this dumb bullshit about trying to "protect" the Reflecting Pool National Swamp is really about.
But that won't work either.
And then they're gonna try to kill their way out of this situation, only then to find out that the rest of us can shoot back and one hell of a lot of us aren't willing to throw everybody who's "different" from these fucking CHUDs narrow idea of "People" under the damn bus, especially not for Donald Trump.
But Republicans, for the most part, would rather watch the world burn than admit they fucked up.
But they don't really even believe in Trump, they just saw him as a convenient vehicle to get Power.
All these people are nothing but shitty little users, no better than the fucking CHUD who owed me 3 packs of cigarettes by the end of Air Force tech school...but that's "Okay" if you're the right kind of Republican or have a billion dollars?
We had best stop tolerating this garbage.
As for the rest of you?
You either believe in freedom or you don't.
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The wind whispers of fear and hate. The war has killed love. And those that confess to the Angkar are punished, and no one dare ask where they go. Here, only the silent survive. ~Dith Pran, The Killing Fields
Eight
And after these things I saw another angel come down from heaven, having great power; and the earth was lightened with his glory.And he cried mightily with a strong voice, saying, Babylon the great is fallen, is fallen, and is become the habitation of devils, and the hold of every foul spirit, and a cage of every unclean and hateful bird.
For all nations have drunk of the wine of the wrath of her fornication, and the kings of the earth have committed fornication with her, and the merchants of the earth are waxed rich through the abundance of her delicacies.
And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues.
For her sins have reached unto heaven, and God hath remembered her iniquities.
Reward her even as she rewarded you, and double unto her double according to her works: in the cup which she hath filled fill to her double.
How much she hath glorified herself, and lived deliciously, so much torment and sorrow give her: for she said in her heart, I sit a queen, and am no widow, and shall see no sorrow.
Therefore shall her plagues come in one day, death, and mourning, and famine; and she shall be utterly burned with fire: for strong is the Lord God who judges her.
And the kings of the earth, who have committed fornication and lived deliciously with her, shall bewail her, and lament for her, when they shall see the smoke of her burning,
Standing afar off for the fear of her torment, saying, Alas, alas that great city Babylon, that mighty city! for in one hour is thy judgment come. ~Revelation 18:1-10