Wednesday, April 23, 2025

Memento Mori (Beginning Of Sorrows, Four.)

But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was on him, and by his wounds we are healed. ~Isaiah 53:5

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Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world. ~James 1:27

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 Why, why, why, why is it that most of the people who are against abortion are people you wouldn't wanna fuck in the first place? Boy, these conservatives are really something, aren't they? They're all in favor of the unborn. They will do anything for the unborn. But once you're born, you're on your own. Pro-life conservatives are obsessed with the fetus from conception to nine months. After that, they don't want to know about you. They don't want to hear from you. No nothing. No neonatal care, no day care, no head start, no school lunch, no food stamps, no welfare, no nothing. If you're preborn, you're fine; if you're preschool, you're fucked. Conservatives don't give a shit about you until you reach military age. Then they think you're just fine. Just what they've been looking for. Conservatives want live babies so they can raise them to be dead soldiers. Pro-life... pro-life... These people aren't pro-life, they're killing doctors! What kind of pro-life is that? What, they'll do anything they can to save a fetus but if it grows up to be a doctor they just might have to kill it? They're not pro-life. You know what they are? They're anti-woman. Simple as it gets, anti-woman. They don't like them. They don't like women. They believe a woman's primary role is to function as a brood mare for the state. ~George Carlin

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When men stop believing in God, it isn't that they then believe in nothing: they believe in everything. ~Umberto Eco

Very early Monday morning, Pope Francis died. I saw the news when I was on break at work.

Fundamentalist Christians and Right-wing Catholic Ghouls have been busy attacking him ever since.

Let me tell you something.

Over the years of his Papacy I saw a lot of people who weren't privileged White Conservatives either consider becoming Catholic or actually do it because of Pope Francis, because of his care for other people and his personal conduct.

And I'm not necessarily talking about people who'd fit the conventional image of folks who'd do that, either.

Pope Francis made an impression on my atheistic lesbian roommate, just for example. She actually started asking me questions and we talked about Christianity and Jesus and stuff one day.

It's like my Grandma used to say, you catch more flies with honey than with vinegar.

Like, nobody cares how harshly "religious" or sternly "Conservative" you are or appear to be, folks. You're the only ones who are impressed by your appearance of religiosity and Jesus had a hell of a lot to say about people like that. 

None of it was any good.

I'm serious. Jesus did not like those kind of people.

Don't take my word for it, go read the Gospels yourself.

And of course, these fucking people don't get that the Catholic church is majority-non-white and often has to live and work in places that make the worst neighborhood in America seem like heaven on earth.

Like, seriously, in America Opus Dei is a sect of the privileged and the wealthy with political influence (and striving for more) and there's a whole like, weird creepy industrial-complex around converting used-up celebrities to "Traditionalist" Catholicism in the name of getting more people to follow that belief. I guess, like everything else in American "Conservatism" it's a damn marketing scheme and political scam and not much else.

In most of the world, Opus Dei is a sect of the Poor, of people who have neither a pot to piss in nor a window to throw it out of, and it's centered on finding dignity in work and stuff like that. 

The words "Opus Dei" literally mean "The Work of God."

And there's a lot more poor Latino farm workers, citizens and not, documented and otherwise, than there is rich celebrities or richly-supported priests who believe this crap.

For Americans, it's all cosplay so they can feel "Special."

And it's not just that we don't get that for other people, it might not be that way. It's that we refuse to understand any of this.

Fuck all that.

I'm just sayin' damned few other countries at all, let alone Catholic ones, share America's utterly backwards priorities at this point.

It's like this:

When I lived down in Mount Pleasant I had this neighbor for awhile; a British lady, about ten years older than me. She was visiting faculty at CMU for a year or so. She saw me walking my Schnauzers one afternoon and I was wearing one of my old PSAB T-shirts at the time...and she had an ex-partner who was an RAF enlisted EOD troop (by then an SNCO) and had been stationed there also at some point.

So she started chatting me up, with obvious interests. Her dog liked my dogs, too, but not as much as my dogs liked him.

Nor, hilariously, in the same way.

(And her dog was a Labrador Retriever, go figure.)

Come to find out, we had a lot in common, including both bad and extensive histories with Evangelical Christianity.

We never ended up hooking up, because we got to be fairly close friends and it would've been weird by the time we actually considered it after a few months of joint dog-walks and lunch on Sundays followed by hours of throw-the-damn-ball-for-the-damn-dog off of her back patio.

But along the way she told me about tagging along, once, with a group of American Pentecostal missionaries who went to Paris at some point in the later-1980's. I mean, these fucking idiots from someplace like Dry Hump, Alabama doing the American style street corner jackleg preacher thing in France (of all the damn places!) with utterly predictable results of Zero. 

And they couldn't understand why converts weren't flocking to their homemade homophobic and misogynistic (in English!) signs and shit. 

All the while, these fucking people, who were in Paris...wouldn't shut up about Booty Poke, Alabama and how they couldn't wait to get back there. Like, why did they even leave??

And my neighbor talked about this bullshit while hilariously imitating their southern accents.

She of course, skipped out on that and did...what any twenty-something with a brain in their head would do in a place like Paris, just occasionally talking to people about religion while she was doing it.

And those fucking people blew a gasket, talked about her behind her back, finally started calling her all sorts of names to her face and then threw her out of the group with the excuse that they'd seen her bum a cigarette from some French guy...who she said she'd literally been trying to Evangelize at the time.

So she hung out in Paris for another week before catching a flight home because she'd had a new job she was starting or something.

And presumably, those Southern Pentecostals remained miserable bastards.

Because it's not about Jesus, to them. It's about their fake religiosity, insular bigotry and violent misspelled hatred. Only now, going on 40 years after the incidents my neighbor described to me, the hate has become the point. Like, there is nothing else.

Needless to say, by the time I met her, my neighbor was an Agnostic like I was, having last attended an Anglican church before she decided she preferred sleeping in on Sundays.

At that time, American conservatives were mad as hell about the declining levels of religious belief in this country. This was around 2010 at the height of the whole Tea Party thing.

American "Conservative" Christianity, now thoroughly identified with Donald Trump, is in free-fall, and even a whole hell of MAGA Evangelicals don't go to church anymore.

And they mad about it. Oh yes, they is.

I guarantee you that Pope Francis is standing tall before the Lord right now, having been called Good And Faithful Servant and told to enter into Eternal Life.

And the Right-wing Christians be mad about that, too.

And these fucking people think doing shit like mocking the Pope's death helps their case, or is at least funny or something.

It's really kind of hard to tell which is which, anymore.

Note: These are the same fucking people who'd gladly turn Ukraine...a small-c conservative, very Christian country...over to the tender mercies of KGB Agent Vladimir Putin, except the Ukrainians told them NO and kept fighting and the EU is ramping up preparing to defend themselves.

Think about that for a second.

These fucking people basically sold their souls to Donald Trump and a 2011 Fox News comment section. 

Their idea of religion is to sit in the breakroom with an open Bible looking all serious and shit, and they don't care if actual believers see that and think they're full of shit. Hell, they get mad if you point it out. They want an audience and props for looking "Righteous."

And they don't care if they go to hell. They want the reward of getting their narcissism jerked off in this life.

Their time is coming, too, on swift wings.

They know it, they just want to take you and me with them.

Be aware of this.

If you don't think it's going to come down to a fight to stop these motherfuckers from having power over your life and selling America to the lowest (and most malevolent) bidder for kicks...you're wrong.

It's really that simple.

You either believe in freedom or you don't.

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If we lose freedom here, there is no place to escape to. This is the last stand on Earth. And this idea that government is beholden to the people, that it has no other source of power except to sovereign people, is still the newest and most unique idea in all the long history of man's relation to man. This is the issue of this election. Whether we believe in our capacity for self-government or whether we abandon the American revolution and confess that a little intellectual elite in a far-distant capital can plan our lives for us better than we can plan them ourselves. ~Ronald Reagan

Easter Post

Peace is not the product of terror or fear.
Peace is not the silence of cemeteries.
Peace is not the silent result of violent repression.
Peace is the generous, tranquil contribution of all to the good of all.
Peace is dynamism.
Peace is generosity.
It is right and it is duty. ~Saint Oscar Romero.

(Note: Oscar Romero was a conservative Opus Dei bishop in El Salvador, if one who had a heart for the poor. Can you imagine Clarence Thomas or Sam Alito saying anything like that? I can't.)


There's this brother on death row somewhere, he checked in when he was 16. He sat there another 16 years while the courts and lawyers argued about this and that. While he waited he painted a mural on his wall. For all those years he painted, not letting a soul see what he was up to. Finally, when he was 32 and had spent more life on death row than in his mama's house, all his appeals were exhausted. He was about to die. As he was about to be let out for the final time, he finally unveiled his masterpiece. All there was were six words. "Death is certain, life is not". The next day the hacks painted over it. Peace out. ~Augustus Hill, from the HBO series "Oz" S1, E4 "Capital P."



Sunday, April 20, 2025

Crucify Him! (Beginning Of Sorrows, Easter Edition.)

In the end of the sabbath, as it began to dawn toward the first day of the week, came Mary Magdalene and the other Mary to see the sepulcher. And, behold, there was a great earthquake: for the angel of the Lord descended from heaven, and came and rolled back the stone from the door and sat upon it. His countenance was like lightning, and his raiment white as snow: And for fear of him the keepers did shake, and became as dead men. And the angel answered and said unto the women, Fear not ye: for I know that ye seek Jesus, which was crucified.


He is not here: for he is risen, as he said. Come, see the place where the Lord lay. And go quickly, and tell his disciples that he is risen from the dead; and, behold, he goes before you into Galilee; there shall ye see him: lo, I have told you.
~Matthew 28:1-7

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Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared. ~Gautama Buddha

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If we lose freedom here, there is no place to escape to. This is the last stand on Earth. And this idea that government is beholden to the people, that it has no other source of power except to sovereign people, is still the newest and most unique idea in all the long history of man's relation to man. This is the issue of this election. Whether we believe in our capacity for self-government or whether we abandon the American revolution and confess that a little intellectual elite in a far-distant capital can plan our lives for us better than we can plan them ourselves. ~Ronald Reagan

I saw this the other day.

Some "Christian" idiot praising Trump for lying about Project 2025 and all his various agendas and saying that the American people do not deserve the Truth.

Fuck you, bro, Fuck You.

I mean, among other things, what about the Ten Commandments?? I was taught that lying is a sin, bro.

It's Easter, and yet another year in a row these fucking people are trying to make the Lord's day all about themselves and Trump. Like, JD Vance was apparently surprised when he just showed up and the Pope didn't want to talk to him.

What the fuck??

I don't just crash in on my neighbor like that. I wouldn't even consider just dropping in on the Pope.

I get that these fucking people are dishonest, ragingly stupid narcissists, but seeing them in action is very often infuriating simply because I remember not only what I was taught...but because I also remember that it was enforced, occasionally painfully. 

I mean, shit, I served in the military and can remember when lying would end somebody's career.

How the fuck do you maintain that, hell, how does anybody want to learn anything other than how to bullshit with somebody like Trump around??

I mean, what's even the point of being honest or doing honest work if one can become President or otherwise get extremely powerful and wealthy by telling obvious lies to the feeble-minded and willfully ignorant??

I mean, unless you have a conscience or even just don't wanna spend your Afterlife on Satan's hot-plate?

If we ever want to get out of this, if we ever want to get past it, hell, if anybody even wants an American Resurrection...or even simply to prevent the death of our nation...we are going to have to make lying wrong again and put the fear of God or somebody at least into these fucking people!!

And I say that on purpose

Nobody acts more like it's all crap than the "Christians" do.

It's Easter, and it's the Christians who are basically shouting at the World to move the stone back in its place because they prefer a dead Savior on a stick to a living Christ who might judge them.

So why should...and why would...anybody follow any of this stuff?? It seems like the only reason these assholes follow it is a ready excuse to hurt and subjugate other people...but that ain't what it's for.

These fucking people act like God is dumb, or at least can be manipulated or replaced by AI but if any of that's true He is NOT God and none of it matters anyway and they have nothing to stand on.

I was just talking to the Pastor of my old study group on Facebook Messenger, and he doesn't even do religion anymore because of people like that.

American Evangelical/Fundamentalist/Right-Wing Christianity seems, anymore, to do nothing but hurt people, especially anybody who really believes in anything at all.

These "Conservative" motherfuckers care more about Power than they ever did about Freedom, let alone Jesus.

And that, my friends, is how American Christianity dies...and deserves it.

Then it promotes lying sacks of shit like Donald Trump and JD Vance and podcast bros who look like they know where all the Glory Holes are at, while literally having the attitude that if you're just a regular person who doesn't wanna be bothered by this shit or who's just trying to live their life, fuck you.

And I'm here to tell you, it's getting real old, real fast.

And it ain't just me who's feeling that way, either.

I feel like we're sleepwalking into a second American revolution because too many fucking people missed the point of the first one.

And it will be soon.

When these fucking people, after it's all said and done, bitch about how the new nations where this one stood are all secular like Europe, I'm a remind those fucking people that when it mattered, they said Americans didn't deserve the Truth.

And if you'll say that...just outright say it like you think nobody will notice or punish you...what else and what exactly are you lying about??

Freedom requires Truth.

You either believe in freedom or you don't.

Sincere belief in Jesus (or any other divinity) requires an honest decision to be freely made and for the teachings to be followed.

If it's just an in-group or a political stunt or a social club to you or you follow Christianity because you think God will help you get rich, you're going to hell.

So why bother??

Neither America nor Christianity will hold up if they become based on lies.

This is what I was taught 40 years ago. I don't know why this is hard for people.

To be resurrected with Christ, you have to die to your Self.

Maybe it's just me but I think that disqualifies narcissists??

If you can't trust your neighbor...much less your President or other political leaders...how do you expect to have a nation for much longer, or even a society to live in??

The Truth, too, has become a thing we have to fight for.

Remember that, this Easter.

Because "What is True" isn't just going to be on the test...it's the basis for all of the answers.

Truth is the only thing that gives people a floor to stand on to push back against Power.

Jesus knew it, it was Pilate who asked Him "What is Truth" not the other way around.

If Jesus came back today, it'd be the "Christians" who tried to Crucify Him. They'd call Him a "Liberal" and a "Terrorist" and "Woke" and shout it in the streets.

It wouldn't matter if He came back preaching verbatim out of the King James Bible.

And talking to my former Pastor reminded me...I've been feeling and to one extent or another saying this for twenty years.

Maybe now is the time to make it stop.

Remember that, on this day, of all days.

And then, decide what you're going to do about it.

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Said unto them, Ye have brought this man unto me, as one that perverts the people: and, behold, I, having examined him before you, have found no fault in this man touching those things whereof ye accuse him:
No, nor yet Herod: for I sent you to him; and, lo, nothing worthy of death is done unto him. I will therefore chastise him, and release him. (For of necessity he must release one unto them at the feast.)
And they cried out all at once, saying, Away with this man, and release unto us Barabbas: (Who for a certain sedition made in the city, and for murder, was cast into prison.) Pilate therefore, willing to release Jesus, spoke again to them.
But they cried, saying, Crucify him, crucify him.
And he said unto them the third time, Why, what evil hath he done? I have found no cause of death in him: I will therefore chastise him, and let him go.
And they were instant with loud voices, requiring that he might be crucified. And the voices of them and of the chief priests prevailed. ~Luke 23:14-23

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When men stop believing in God, it isn't that they then believe in nothing: they believe in everything. ~Umberto Eco

Friday, April 18, 2025

Missing The Point Friday, 2025 (Beginning Of Sorrows, Three.)

And when they were come to the place, which is called Calvary, there they crucified him, and the malefactors, one on the right hand, and the other on the left.

Then said Jesus, Father, forgive them; for they know not what they do. And they parted his raiment, and cast lots.
And the people stood beholding. And the rulers also with them derided him, saying, He saved others; let him save himself, if he be Christ, the chosen of God.
And the soldiers also mocked him, coming to him, and offering him vinegar, And saying, If thou be the king of the Jews, save thyself. And a superscription also was written over him in letters of Greek, and Latin, and Hebrew, This Is The King Of The Jews. ~Luke 23:33-38

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Sarah Connor: I need to go how Skynet gets built. Who's responsible?
Terminator: The man most directly responsible is Miles Bennett Dyson.
Sarah: Who is that?
Terminator: He's the director of special projects at Cyberdyne Systems Corporation.
Sarah: Why him?
Terminator: In a few months, he creates a revolutionary type of microprocessor.
[the Terminator and the Connors drive off]
Sarah: Go on. Then what?
Terminator
: In three years, Cyberdyne will become the largest supplier of military computer systems. All stealth bombers are upgraded with Cyberdyne computers, becoming fully unmanned. Afterwards, they fly with a perfect operational record. The Skynet Funding Bill is passed. The system goes online on August 4th, 1997. Human decisions are removed from strategic defense. Skynet begins to learn at a geometric rate. It becomes self-aware at 2:14 AM, Eastern time, August 29th. In a panic, they try to pull the plug.
Sarah: Skynet fights back.
Terminator: Yes. It launches its missiles against the targets in Russia.
John Connor: Why attack Russia? Aren't they our friends now?
Terminator: Because Skynet knows that the Russian counterattack will eliminate its enemies over here.
Sarah[sighs] Jesus. How much do you know about Dyson?
Terminator: I have detailed files.
Sarah: I want to know everything. What he looks like, where he lives, everything.
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Here's a pop quiz: name the seven deadly sins. Come on, you saw that Brad Pitt movie. Lust, yeah, well, everybody gets that one, huh? Gluttony, sure. Greed, yeah. Envy, sloth, anger- or to be a little more technical, wrath. What else? What else? Let me put it this way: if you think you know the answer, and because of that, you think you're better than everybody else, then you're guilty of it! ~Augustus Hill, from the HBO series Oz, S1 E3 "God's Chillin.'"

I saw this yesterday.

As I've written about sporadically before, the Tech Bros think they're going to build themselves some sort of Machine God, and (don't ask me how) the Cult of this AI Crap seems to be fusing with Christian Nationalism. As if "One of these things is not like the other one" somehow doesn't apply here.

It's Good Friday, the day that (according to Christian Tradition) Jesus Christ was crucified.


Stop and think about that, for a second.

And here These Motherfuckers are literally trying to create a god in their own image, and supposedly they think they can do it in a year or so. (Tall order, from what I hear A.I. isn't even at basic human intelligence yet.)

But, it's like these fucking people never read Science Fiction.

(Yeah, I'm aware, a lot of them don't read.)

Or, ya know, that Bible they claim to believe one needs to follow every word of.

(And yet they don't read that either.)

Starting with "Thou Shalt Not Bear False Witness Against Thy Neighbor" which is also traditionally taken as "Do Not Lie."

Lying perverts the purpose of Speech.

Nobody voted for Donald Trump to "Save Humanity." They voted for that motherfucker because they thought they were gonna get something for it.

And it's only now that they're figuring out that they're not going to get anything that they're all afraid and penitent and shit, trust me.

Seems like maybe they didn't think any of this through, did they??

But then, ya know, on the other hand it seems like deep down every last one of these fucking idiots somehow thinks that in the end they're gonna be the one person that Donald Trump does right by, even if he screws over everybody else.

And yeah, some Republicans fetishize the idea of hierarchy, of bowing and scraping for profit, or they think think they're gonna manipulate this mess or screw for advantage in some unending Machiavellian political paradise and somehow, some way, the masses won't build Guillotines, or they won't get fucked over by some other political schemer or some such bullshit.

Ya know, maybe, just maybe, our political class has been there too long and needs to be removed and replaced, and then repeat the process every couple generations so the next ones don't let it all go to their heads??

(Yet at the same time a hell of a lot of these idiots are afraid of Donald Trump. I mean, what the fuck?? Dude backs down if you look at him harshly. He's a coward.)

Most of these fucking people seem more than content to let the rest of the world burn, so long as they get to keep their place in the Magical City. Never mind that it's the rest of the world and We, the People, from which they derive their place and their alleged Power.

I mean, why is this so hard for people??

And evidently, Nayib Bukele is pretty much cut from the same cloth as Trump. Senator Chris Van Hollen went to El Salvador and made a scene and got a meeting with Kilmar Abrego Garcia out of it. So now we know dude's alive. Let's get after getting him out and getting him home.

And of course the entire MAGA Right and Nayib Bukele and his administration are all trying to lie about it.

That right there should show you exactly how "Christian" and "Conservative" all these fucking people really are.

They ain't

It's all a big scam.

Before he lied his way into getting elected mayor of San Salvador (for the record at that point he was a member of the Leftist FMLN from which he was expelled for financial bullshit and poor treatment of women) and then the Salvadoran presidency and came up with "Gangs" as an excuse to forcibly consolidate power, Nayib Bukele was just a basic Business Bro with a history of financial scam-fuckery.

Yeah, that's right, not a one of these fucking people is really a doctrinaire conservative and fascism seems to be only a label of convenience, although probably an appropriate one. They're all basically just criminals, specifically con artists and thieves their own damned selves.

All this nationalist and violent fascistic bullshit is, is these guys trying to keep it so they can be sucking on that golden teat for longer.

And Bukele apparently thinks he can punch above his weight by allying with Trump.

But here's the thing, Trump is weak. Honestly, this is the kind of situation that on a smaller scale usually sees somebody get their attitude involuntarily adjusted, as my grandmother used to say.

For starters the armed forces of countries like El Salvador usually aren't worth a shit.

Honestly, I hope that little dickhead ends his days locked up in his own giant prison.

And let me tell you another thing.

I'm even more goddamned tired of people like RFK Jr. talking shit about Autistic people.

Maybe it's just the representative sample I was handed, but most of the Autistic people I know, I know from work in one way or another, with a few from social media sprinkled in...including people who serve in the military, or are veterans.

All those people have relationships, pay their bills and their taxes and work just like anybody else. Yeah, I get it, there's some that are on Disability or SSI or whatever...but I don't know any of those people.

Most autistic folks that I know contribute more to society and hell, to my own life more than RFK Jr. does!

Even if it's just a song that still gets stuck in my head every now and again. Yes, You fuckers know who you are and what you did.

(And even if they didn't do any of that, they are still people and worthy of life. I shouldn't even have to point that out. But that's what happens when you get too much free-range ignorance going.)

And yeah, a hell of a lot of those people can perfectly well defend themselves from the likes of RFK Jr. and all these eugenicist assholes we got popping up all the sudden.

I get the feeling they're probably gonna have to.

We all are, but they more than many of us will be targeted, I'm afraid.

Not just because they're Autistic, per se, bigotry, simple ass cruelty and all that. No, I think it's more than that, and worse. There's nothing these rich out of touch twerps hate more than somebody who genuinely thinks just living your own life, minding your own business, working and contributing to society, just being a person, is a worthy thing in and of itself.

The last thing all these rich flimflam artists want anybody to have is their own dignity, self-respect or sense of self because people who have that (Whether they're conservative, liberal, or other) are harder to lead around by the nose and manipulate. It's not an accident that MAGA is made up of gullible marks, thugs and toadies nor that so many of them appear to have no identity other than being Trumpers.

And they want to strip away everything that they can from everybody else because they're narcissists and think the rest of us will finally be forced to face their "Glory" and give them whatever they think is their due and/or have to beg them for whatever we need to survive. 

My ex-wife had a personality disorder and she tried to pull that kind of crap. Junior is the same, but unlike my ex he was born rich.

Money and privilege break people's brains, apparently.

My dude this is so not gonna work out the way you think it is.

I'm serious.

I think America is heading for a Revolution.

Soon.

Even the old Iowa Republicans are getting pissed off enough to yell at Chuck Grassley about it. Fuck, somebody got Tased at MTG's town hall the other day. 

Even plenty of Republicans ain't happy with this bullshit.

I mean, fuck, David Brooks...the conservative columnist...is advocating for nationwide general strikes and people taking to the streets.

And dude quoted from the Communist Manifesto while doing it.

Also, as a veteran who protested the Iraq War in 2003 I never thought I'd be on the same side of anything as Bill Kristol, but again here we are.

What I worry about is that when MAGA Republicans and all the shitty Trump enablers figure out that most people are against this shit, they are probably going to try and break a piece of this country off for themselves.

I think the odds of that are high, I think countries like Iran and Russia will protect them in this endeavor, and that will make North America another cold-hot-cold front in Putin's Second Cold War. I also think if that happens, you'll see that Ukraine and the Middle East suddenly ain't that important to Vlad because it was all about creating the circumstances to break us.

More so than we already are, and I mean that.

And more, I think the impetus for that shit is also coming from the inside, at least from tech bros and the wealthy.

You don't really think current American culture...or even Evangelical Christianity even in this debased state...would accept the worship of some sort of Machine God, do you??

Let alone being told that this is somehow something something Christian Nationalism.

I'm just sayin' I find it pretty hard to swallow that Florida Panhandle rednecks would even understand all that shit, much less do it.

Hell, I understand the concept and I think it's flat-out ridiculous.

Like I get it's Missing The Point Friday again, but how do you miss the point that hard??

I might be an Agnostic theist, but as I understand it the position of "God" has already been filled for quite some time, and He/She/I Am/It/Whatever, Just Wash Your Hands, OK? Ain't Going Anywhere.

Anything else these fucking people come up with will just be another Idol but with some flashing lights and maybe the capability to talk and some rudimentary intelligence. It might overawe the feeble-minded but it'll have been programmed by Man.

Can the Machine God create dirt?? Like, its own, out of nothingness??

Remember that part, 'cause it'll be on the test.

If you break the Machine God, will it reboot itself in three days?

I think not.

The whole point of all this stuff is that Man is supposed to look to something Greater than his own Self.

It's Good Friday, the day of Death.

The Resurrection is coming.

But to get to that requires looking outside of yourself. 

Transcendence, and ultimately the continuation of Life, means you gotta do the Work and maybe think of other people here and there. Luminous beings are we, not this crude matter.

Faith is an action word. Without actions, without Works, it's dead. Be the change you wish to see in the world. And you have to believe it because you want to.

At this point you can either believe in God, the gods, the Divine Conversation in whatever way you understand it, or you can believe in the Tech Bros and their computer that they wanna build. One of these things is not like the other one.

Donald Trump is just a means to that end for these fucking people.

I've read Revelation, I know how that ends.

So do they. They just want to take other people to Hell with them.

(Which is precisely why things like the First Amendment of the US Constitution are important, freedom of belief, yo.)

You either believe in freedom or you don't.

It really is that simple.

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Said unto them, Ye have brought this man unto me, as one that perverts the people: and, behold, I, having examined him before you, have found no fault in this man touching those things whereof ye accuse him:
No, nor yet Herod: for I sent you to him; and, lo, nothing worthy of death is done unto him. I will therefore chastise him, and release him. (For of necessity he must release one unto them at the feast.)
And they cried out all at once, saying, Away with this man, and release unto us Barabbas: (Who for a certain sedition made in the city, and for murder, was cast into prison.) Pilate therefore, willing to release Jesus, spake again to them.
But they cried, saying, Crucify him, crucify him.
And he said unto them the third time, Why, what evil hath he done? I have found no cause of death in him: I will therefore chastise him, and let him go.
And they were instant with loud voices, requiring that he might be crucified. And the voices of them and of the chief priests prevailed. ~Luke 23:14-23


If we lose freedom here, there is no place to escape to. This is the last stand on Earth. And this idea that government is beholden to the people, that it has no other source of power except to sovereign people, is still the newest and most unique idea in all the long history of man's relation to man. This is the issue of this election. Whether we believe in our capacity for self-government or whether we abandon the American revolution and confess that a little intellectual elite in a far-distant capital can plan our lives for us better than we can plan them ourselves. ~Ronald Reagan

Wednesday, April 16, 2025

We Are Legion (Beginning Of Sorrows, Two.)

But when he saw Jesus afar off, he ran and worshipped him,

And cried with a loud voice, and said, What have I to do with thee, Jesus, thou Son of the most high God? I adjure thee by God, that thou torment me not.

For he said unto him, Come out of the man, thou unclean spirit.

And he asked him, What is thy name? And he answered, saying, My name is Legion: for we are many.

And he besought him much that he would not send them away out of the country.

Now there was there nigh unto the mountains a great herd of swine feeding.

And all the devils besought him, saying, Send us into the swine, that we may enter into them.

And forthwith Jesus gave them leave. And the unclean spirits went out, and entered into the swine: and the herd ran violently down a steep place into the sea, (they were about two thousand;) and were choked in the sea. ~Mark 5:6-13

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Here's a pop quiz: name the seven deadly sins. Come on, you saw that Brad Pitt movie. Lust, yeah, well, everybody gets that one, huh? Gluttony, sure. Greed, yeah. Envy, sloth, anger- or to be a little more technical, wrath. What else? What else? Let me put it this way: if you think you know the answer, and because of that, you think you're better than everybody else, then you're guilty of it! ~Augustus Hill, from the HBO series Oz, S1 E3 "God's Chillin.'"

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Freedom is the freedom to say that two plus two make four. If that is granted, all else follows. ~George Orwell, 1984.

I was over at my Mom's house for a couple days, where the internet is powered by a large Blaze ferret waddling on a treadmill, and because of the ice storm a couple weeks ago, her home Wi-Fi still isn't working. She got AT&T Wi-Fi back last week, power came back on over the weekend, but who knows when all the damage will get fixed.

I'll note, though, that she showed me a video put out by the Sheriff about the fact that workers of our local electric and gas cooperative have gotten death threats from people who don't have power back yet, and I'll note for the record we spent most of the last two days *Cleaning up* ice storm damage, which will still be evident well into the summer. My Mom is exhausted from picking up sticks and spending most of the last couple weeks without power.

And also, I'm pretty sure I saw one of our local Latino construction workers get deported in the small hours of Monday morning. It started out as a traffic stop out in front of my work and it ended with a Border Patrol truck pulling up, and then another construction guy and a lady from the company came and bought cigarettes. She was on her phone, apparently frantic both about the worker's safety and about finding a replacement for him.

Musk's crazy "We Are Legion" comment surfaced some time in the last few days. I'm not even going to ask if he's aware of the Demonic biblical connotations of that shit, I rather suspect he knows.

Same with his Neuralink wannabe Mark Of The Beast computer chips in people's heads shit.

One doesn't get raised in a place like heavily Calvinist Apartheid South Africa and not be made aware of such things...whether one wants to be or not.

These fucking people know what they're doing. They picked what side they were on a long goddamned time ago.

 And note I say that as a former Christian.

I'm not a Born-again anything, it's what I read.

If the Right, and all these Trump Supporters and shit, are not specifically of the Devil and deliberately trying to be the bad guys in their own alleged End Times narrative, they are deliberately and with malice aforethought aping that which is.

And I believe they're doing it deliberately. They know they have a cult and they want to see how far they can push. They know they're going to Hell, but they figure they can arrange for lots of company when they get there.

And they are doing all of this shit deliberately.

This isn't just fascism, it's Antichrist.

More, it's Antichrist in ways specifically laid out in the Bible as such and labeled as such in places like Revelations, and now we can add "Demonic" to the list of labels.

Now, as a current Agnostic I'm not sure if there's a God or a Devil, at least as such are defined in the Bible, the Quran, the Torah, etc. 

But I do know there are both good and bad spirits in the world. I've seen that shit, yo. And I figure there's enough cultures and religions around the world that accept the idea of a heaven and a hell that there must be something to it.

I've said many times that leading up to election day in 2020 I felt that the air was thick with bad spirits. I've likewise said that on election day, that feeling instantly went away...the air cleared like, that morning. It was noticeable, even my ferrets seemed to feel it.

Since then, I've come to believe that the bad spirits simply went into all these fucking dumb ass people who are under Trump's spell, and yeah, I think that's exactly what it is.

Trouble for him is it only works on one kind of person, basically on authoritarian racist assholes.

But, These Motherfuckers seem to think if they arrange a big enough feast of souls for Dis Pater, that they will be granted some kind of immortality or some shit. Or at least injunctive relief from the Big Fire Below.

Yeah, fuck that, none of this works that way.

I was taught that people are going to be judged according to their deeds and I still believe this.

Like, if you don't, what's even the damned point?? 

I mean, the entire "Conservative" Movement is largely slouching towards becoming Independent Fundamentalist Infernalism and doesn't even seem to be aware that it's doing so. 

I mean, nearly any careless, evil or stupid act seems justifiable because of bigotry, stupidity and Trump and many of the right-wing Christians are balls deep in trying to make it worse.

Would they bear tabernacles of Chiun and Moloch if they could do so and get power and worldly goods while still maintaining their "Conservative" aesthetic and pietistic religiosity??

The evidence suggests that, yes they would, so long as there was somebody at the top to whom none of their "rules" applied, who had Power, and they could seek favor with such a person and get things. That's basically what these fuckers believe in.

In fact, I think it's the only thing they believe in, political Power and the manipulation thereof.

Like, if you don't see a problem with all this shit that's going on...religious or otherwise...I can't help you, and I'm not sure I want to try.

There comes a point where after a decade of this...after in my case being loudly against all this kind of crap for decades even when I was a Republican...FAFO is the only thing people will even hear.

But, at least now, people are hearing it.

(How the fuck else would AOC and Bernie get a crowd in Idaho??)

More to the point, when this crap all blows up...and it will, of this I am certain...all these deluded idiots and their demonic manipulators will treat this shit as some kind of a religious war, and revel in all the savagery that goes with that.

The cruelty is the fucking point.

In fact, I'd argue, it's all they want or understand. MAGA is about being mean to people. They no longer care who.

But they'll cry like bitches when somebody even says something back to them.

Like, you can't tell me the people getting after Chuck Grassley at an Iowa Town Hall aren't basically the same kind of Republicans as he is.

They wouldn't get in the door otherwise.

But, as I've said many times there's nobody Republicans hate more than their own constituents. These assholes literally think they're too good to have to ask people to vote for them. They think they should just be given Power.

If you don't think these fucking people will abuse and kill people for believing in Jesus...or for rejecting all Gods including theirs...just look at how they treat Republicans who had a line that was somewhere north of "The Current Thing."

These motherfuckers don't want citizens, they don't even want subjects. They want wild-eyed fanatics with no life outside of Republicanism who'll raise their swords screaming "Banzai" and charge on demand.

Doesn't matter what for, only that the Party decrees it.

And again, I'll remind you that freedom isn't free. Sometimes, you have to go out and fight for it.

You either believe in freedom or you don't.

It's really that simple.

I feel like we're about five minutes from the start of a particularly bloody civil war.

But here's the thing, a warning to all these assholes.

You can do all the dirty deeds and talk all the shit you want, Republicans.

But the rest of us?

We're legion too, if you wanna go that way, and there's more of us than there are of you, lest ye forget.

Nobody has to play this shit.

The rest of the world gets a vote.

And we intend to use it.

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When ye therefore shall see the Abomination of Desolation, spoken of by Daniel the prophet, stand in the holy place, (who so reads, let him understand)

Then let them which be in Judaea flee into the mountains:

Let him which is on the housetop not come down to take any thing out of his house:

Neither let him which is in the field return back to take his clothes.

And woe unto them that are with child, and to them that give suck in those days!

But pray ye that your flight be not in the winter, neither on the sabbath day:

For then shall be great tribulation, such as was not since the beginning of the world to this time, no, nor ever shall be.

And except those days should be shortened, there should no flesh be saved: but for the elect's sake those days shall be shortened.

Then if any man shall say unto you, Lo, here is Christ, or there; believe it not.

For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect.

Behold, I have told you before.

Wherefore if they shall say unto you, Behold, he is in the desert; go not forth: behold, he is in the secret chambers; believe it not.

For as the lightning cometh out of the east, and shines even unto the west; so shall also the coming of the Son of man be. ~Matthew 24:15-27


My black face fades,
hiding inside the black granite.
I said I wouldn't
dammit: No tears.
I'm stone. I'm flesh.
My clouded reflection eyes me
like a bird of prey, the profile of night slanted against morning.

I turn this way—the stone lets me go.
I turn that way—I'm inside
the Vietnam Veterans Memorial
again, depending on the light
to make a difference.
I go down the 58,022 names,
half-expecting to find
my own in letters like smoke.

I touch the name Andrew Johnson; I see the booby trap's white flash.
Names shimmer on a woman's blouse
but when she walks away
the names stay on the wall.

Brushstrokes flash, a red bird's
wings cutting across my stare.
The sky. A plane in the sky.
A white vet's image floats
closer to me, then his pale eyes
look through mine. I'm a window.
He's lost his right arm
inside the stone. In the black mirror
a woman’s trying to erase names:
No, she's brushing a boy's hair.
~Facing It, by Yusef Komunyakaa, US Army Veteran



Sunday, April 13, 2025

Abominations (Beginning Of Sorrows, One.)

When ye therefore shall see the Abomination of Desolation, spoken of by Daniel the prophet, stand in the holy place, (who so reads, let him understand)

Then let them which be in Judaea flee into the mountains:

Let him which is on the housetop not come down to take any thing out of his house:

Neither let him which is in the field return back to take his clothes.

And woe unto them that are with child, and to them that give suck in those days!

But pray ye that your flight be not in the winter, neither on the sabbath day:

For then shall be great tribulation, such as was not since the beginning of the world to this time, no, nor ever shall be.

And except those days should be shortened, there should no flesh be saved: but for the elect's sake those days shall be shortened.

Then if any man shall say unto you, Lo, here is Christ, or there; believe it not.

For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect.

Behold, I have told you before.

Wherefore if they shall say unto you, Behold, he is in the desert; go not forth: behold, he is in the secret chambers; believe it not.

For as the lightning cometh out of the east, and shines even unto the west; so shall also the coming of the Son of man be. ~Matthew 24:15-27

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There's a reason for this, there's a reason education sucks, and it's the same reason it will never ever ever be fixed. It's never going to get any better. Don't look for it. Be happy with what you've got... because the owners of this country don't want that. I'm talking about the real owners now... the real owners. The big wealthy business interests that control things and make all the important decisions. Forget the politicians. The politicians are put there to give you the idea that you have freedom of choice. You don't. You have no choice. You have owners. They own you. They own everything. They own all the important land. They own and control the corporations. They've long since bought and paid for the Senate, the Congress, the state houses, the city halls. They got the judges in their back pockets and they own all the big media companies, so they control just about all of the news and information you get to hear. They got you by the balls. They spend billions of dollars every year lobbying. Lobbying to get what they want. Well, we know what they want. They want more for themselves and less for everybody else, but I'll tell you what they don't want. They don't want a population of citizens capable of critical thinking. They don't want well-informed, well-educated people capable of critical thinking. They're not interested in that. That doesn't help them. That's against their interests. That's right. ~George Carlin

I saw this last night, via a conversation on Threads that I saw via a theologian that I follow on there.

And I'm a say the same thing here that I said over there; One Cannot be both a Calvinist (That's what a follower of Reformed Theology is) and a Catholic (no matter how Sedevacantist) anymore than CatDog from them OG Nickelodeon cartoons could be a real thing. One of these things is simply not like the other one.

As in, this bullshit doesn't make any more sense than some bearded hick pastor-bro from Texas quoting Latinate Crusader filth slogans to start with.(The real Crusaders would have taken somebody like Joel Webbon and found creative ways to kill them. They just wouldn't give a shit how misogynistic he was.)

Calvinism is a direct, contemporary spawn of the Protestant Reformation, a reaction to the corruption of the Catholic church in the late medieval/early Renaissance era first codified by Martin Luther (a theologian and university professor) when he nailed a document called the 95 theses, listing his theological grievances against the Catholic practice of granting Indulgences for Sin, to a church door in Wittenberg, Germany in 1517.

John Calvin was a preacher and reformer in Strasbourg, France and Geneva, Switzerland in the 1530's-1540's. I've written extensively about Calvinism on here, and love it or hate it, right or wrong, the shit stimulated European Christianity at a critical time and spawned numerous historically influential sects such as the Dutch and English Puritans and the French Huguenots, it influenced the ages of Exploration and Piracy and profoundly affected many countries and the formation of new nations ranging from being a causative factor in the English Civil War to influencing the Pilgrims to found the Massachusetts Bay Colony.

John Calvin is not a Saint, hell, John Calvin would have pulled a sword or a gun on you for trying to make him one!

Catholicism, throughout this time, basically fought to remain, well, the same old shit. Not only that, but the Church sought to destroy Protestantism, including brutally suppressing the Huguenots in France and many other such movements where they could...in the process subjecting Europe to a couple of centuries worth of Wars Of Religion.

And I'll note that this mostly broke the power of the Church, with later assists from the French Revolution and ultimately Garibaldi's secular Redshirts during the Unification of Italy.

There's no reason for this kind of fucking bullshit in the modern world. None. Zero.

The truth is, a lot of these motherfuckers just like how all the Latin sounds and like the idea of Church services that look like some bunch of dudes is opening an Oblivion Gate while wearing funny hats and gold jewelry and black robes and shit.

They basically want to turn Jesus into Bhaal, the Lord of Murder from the Forgotten Realms D&D setting, and turn slaughter into a sacrament.

If this bullshit isn't stopped they'll keep going until they burn everything down to the Earth's Mantle, including themselves.

And these fucking people seem to feel...in some sort of a really big way...that this kind of garbage somehow validates their cruel, misspelled stupid loser-dom.

Basically, these motherfuckers would rather worship literal Demons and lift up tabernacles of Moloch and Chiun and images made unto themselves than admit that Jesus told them to "Love Thy Neighbor." The Lord's Word called out this shit a long time ago.

And somehow they think Donald Trump of all fucking people makes that Okay.

Yeah, I said what I said. If you don't like it, fuck you.

I've had it with this bullshit, and if how it looks is what really is, then you don't want to live anyplace that this crap ultimately gains control of. It's fundamentally a fusion of all of Christianity's various historical fuckups mixed with all the historical fuckups of Capitalism and Colonialism. 

It's fundamentally the Prosperity Gospel on some kind of Meth-Steroid cocktail, stripped of Jesus Christ and replacing Him with either Donald Trump or Elon Musk and while I don't think there's a way to say "Unga Bunga" in Latin, that's where it'll end up and there you have it.

And I'll be honest, from where I'm sitting even that looks like it's too much work for some of these motherfuckers who'd prefer to simply venerate a gilded statue of a clenched fist with an upraised middle finger, and do it for basically no reason, because fuck you, that's why.

I mean, Jesus fucking Christ what the hell is wrong with these fucking people?!?!?!

It's basically...Early Aughts internet nihilism secretly hooked up with the same shit that I was dealing with on Christian BBS at the same time and now their dumb-shit kid is old enough to vote.

I am, a thousand times over, not kidding here.

You either believe in freedom or you don't.

You're either willing to fight for civilization...or even your own life...or you're not.

The CHUDs that are the ones driving this whole mess now?? They don't care what happens to them, they just wanna watch you suffer and take you down with them.

They have basically decided two things:

#1 That this world is unfit to exist, pick a reason but it basically comes down to hate and/or nihilism.

and #2 They should profit from its destruction.

You're either willing to fight against that or you're not.

And they aren't going to give us a choice, because they're so wrapped up in their own hubris and narcissism that they can't even imagine how they could lose.

I'm just saying, the ancient world spilled a lot of ink, mythologically and otherwise...on what happens when people get like this.

Except that MAGA would take the Gods conniving against them as evidence of their own Rightness.

We have not one Antichrist or one Abomination of Desolation, but seventy million of them, and that's just in America.

That's how fucking warped this bullshit has become.

We allow this shit to continue at our peril.

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Here's a pop quiz: name the seven deadly sins. Come on, you saw that Brad Pitt movie. Lust, yeah, well, everybody gets that one, huh? Gluttony, sure. Greed, yeah. Envy, sloth, anger- or to be a little more technical, wrath. What else? What else? Let me put it this way: if you think you know the answer, and because of that, you think you're better than everybody else, then you're guilty of it! ~Augustus Hill, from the HBO series Oz, S1 E3 "God's Chillin.'"

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Freedom is the freedom to say that two plus two make four. If that is granted, all else follows. ~George Orwell, 1984.