There was one exact moment, in fact, when I knew for sure that Al Gore would never be President of the United States, no matter what the experts were saying — and that was when the whole Bush family suddenly appeared on TV and openly scoffed at the idea of Gore winning Florida. It was Nonsense, said the Candidate, Utter nonsense. . . Anybody who believed Bush had lost Florida was a Fool. The Media, all of them, were Liars & Dunces or treacherous whores trying to sabotage his victory. . . Here was the whole bloody Family laughing & hooting & sneering at the dumbness of the whole world on National TV. The old man was the real tip-off. The leer on his face was almost frightening. It was like looking into the eyes of a tall hyena with a living sheep in its mouth. The sheep's fate was sealed, and so was Al Gore's. ~Hunter S. Thompson...
And it came to pass in those days, that there went out a decree from Caesar Augustus that all the world should be taxed. (And this taxing was first made when Cyrenius was governor of Syria.) And all went to be taxed, every one into his own city. And Joseph also went up from Galilee, out of the city of Nazareth, into Judaea, unto the city of David, which is called Bethlehem; (because he was of the house and lineage of David:) To be taxed with Mary his espoused wife, being great with child. And so it was, that, while they were there, the days were accomplished that she should be delivered.
And she brought forth her firstborn son, and wrapped him in swaddling clothes, and laid him in a manger; because there was no room for them in the inn. And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. And, lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them: and they were sore afraid. And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people.
For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Savior, which is Christ the Lord.
And this shall be a sign unto you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger. And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God, and saying, Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men. ~Luke 2:1-14
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Freedom is the freedom to say that two plus two make four. If that is granted, all else follows. ~George Orwell, 1984. I saw this last night, and then the Erika Kirk thing snipped above earlier this morning.
And I'm reminded of how in the fall of 2001, half a lifetime ago for me, I was a conservative Republican, working at Walmart, married, going to college and still very much doing the church thing. I was also, a couple nights a week, a volunteer with the local Republicans, mostly doing IT stuff in the office.
And I'm here to tell you, seriously, the media driven "Who would you rather have a beer with" affect of the whole time annoyed the shit out of me. Not least because I was very much still in recovery and I was attending a Baptist church (and had been for several years.) But also, because I thought people were supposed to be better than that. Sure, I was a Republican, but I'd been around the world a bit because I'm a veteran and I fully bought into the small-L liberalism of the era...as did a fair number of my fellow Republicans in those days.
We'd won the Cold War, for fuck's sake. The hell did we even have to be afraid of?? My disagreements with Democrats basically came down to policy and the personal conduct of William Jefferson Clinton.
But that's where the current Simplification of the Republican Party started; "Who would you rather have a beer with?? Al Gore or George W. Bush?"
Goddamn but I
miss stuff like that being the
only things in culture and politics that irritated the shit out of me.
The increasing insularity and outright glorification of redneck stupidity in the ensuing years, not to mention all the dishonesty and financial bullshit that led to the 2008 economic crash killed the whole Republican thing for me. Sarah Palin was the last fuckin' straw. I switched to Independent the first week of September in 2008 and never looked back. I voted for Obama, and gladly.
Not much really changed, except for my views on a number of social issues, I'd never had much of a tolerance for conspiracy theories or racism and that crap clearly began to dominate the Republican Party after 2008.
Sarah Palin was what sealed the deal on the Idiocracy.
Extra big ass taco, now with more Molecules!
We've got to take the neighborhood back. We've got to go in there. Just forget telling your child to go to the Peace Corps. It's right around the corner. It's standing on the corner. It can't speak English. It doesn't want to speak English. I can't even talk the way these people talk. "Why you ain't where you is go." I don't know who these people are. And I blamed the kid until I heard the mother talk. Then I heard the father talk. This is all in the house. You used to talk a certain way on the corner and you got into the house and switched to English. Everybody knows it's important to speak English except these knuckleheads. You can't land a plane with "why you ain't…". You can't be a doctor with that kind of crap coming out of your mouth. There is no Bible that has that kind of language. Where did these people get the idea that they're moving ahead on this? Well, they know they're not, they're just hanging out in the same place, five or six generations sitting in the projects when you're just supposed to stay there long enough to get a job and move out. ~Bill Cosby, the "Pound Cake" speech.
Funny enough, Sarah was a strong point of argument between me and somebody else:
Even around that time I was spending a lot of time chatting with my (again) partner on Yahoo Messenger and we'd even discussed her coming back to Michigan and us moving in together again, despite the messy breakup a couple of years before. She even talked about getting a job at the casino again. We were realizing, without really talking about our feelings much, that we genuinely loved each other (and had.) It wasn't even a couple months after the turning of the calendar that I took a four day weekend and drove straight through down to East Tennessee to see her.
And not for the first time, the amount of Confederate Flags I saw while driving down I-75 through *Checks Notes* Ohio bugged the shit out of me.
I swear I saw more Confederate flags in rural
Ohio (which is most of what I-75 takes you through especially in the southern parts of the state) than I did in
East Tennessee, and you see
a lot of Confederate flags in the rural parts on East Tennessee. But at least there, you
expect that shit.
Likewise one expects rural chuckle-fuckery in places like Morristown, Tennessee. When people like me and my partner come off as urbane and sophisticated that's usually a flashing warning light, because we're not.
Anyway, fast forward about a year and a half, we broke up again, but had passionately agreed we would remain friends.
And fatefully, we kept that agreement, love has transcended our differences over the years and still does.
But we both dated other people for awhile. She ended up getting married again and I just plain quit dating.
Anyway we got this new girl on third shift at the casino, conservative but (at least initially, apparently) neither stupid nor a fanatic, kind of plain in the face but she had big boobs, and she had a good sense of humor and was somebody I could have a conversation with or flirt with and it was all good.
My only kind-of issue at that point was she didn't drive or seem to ever want to. Also, she had a bunch of family members that worked at the casino too, I'd managed to get along well with them.
One night we were working together in Pots and Pans and talking about places we wanted to go and shit, and I was telling her about places I'd been. She casually, like it's no big deal and nothing to be ashamed of mentions that she'd never been any further away from home than Saginaw, Michigan. And while she'd like to visit London, Paris or Rome, it wasn't a big deal if she didn't get to.
Well, if there's a bright center to the universe, you're on the planet that it's farthest from. ~Luke Skywalker, to C-3P0 regarding his home planet of Tatooine, from Star Wars Episode IV: A New Hope.
(For the record Saginaw is about
an hour's drive away from Mount Pleasant.)
And then she started off on a tangent of bullshit about "European Liberalism" and not wanting it to "infect" her mind. And I was like "What the...?"
All that, I knew to be bullshit because I'd been over there. Hell, before during, and immediately after Operation Deliberate Force I'd spent a few months at Aviano Airbase in Italy. And I've been to Rome.
Let's just say my level of interest in this girl about disintegrated right then and there.
But I worked with her for about a decade, until she quit in May of 2020 because she didn't like all the COVID-19 precautions at the casino.
(I wasn't a fan either, working in the Slot Palace wearing a mask was miserable but I needed a job more than any personal discomforts bothered me.)
Willful ideologically-motivated ignorance pisses me off.
Conspiracy theories and racism piss me off more.
And the thing is, it's not like these fucking people as a whole necessarily believe in that stuff either but goddamn, they're fine with it and will tolerate about anything so long as it reinforces their debased self-conception that they're the bright moral center of the Universe.
- Falco: Games. One hundred and fifty days of games.
- Gracchus: He's cleverer than I thought.
- Falco: "Clever"! The whole of Rome would be laughing at him, if they weren't so afraid of his Praetorian.
- Gracchus: Fear and wonder, a powerful combination.
- Falco: You really think people are going to be seduced by that?
- Gracchus: [about Commodus] I think he knows what Rome is. Rome is the mob. Conjure magic for them and they'll be distracted. Take away their freedom and still they'll roar. The beating heart of Rome is not the marble of the Senate, it's the sand of the Colosseum. He'll bring them death…and they will love him for it.
- ~From the film Gladiator.
They're not, and it's not like they want to
do anything to actually try and prove that they
are, they just want to
think they're that way. And they get
HELLA mad if you prove them
wrong.
It's not that they have any particular moral fiber, it's just that they don't want anybody else to have any, either.
They don't want to do anything, but they don't want anybody else to do anything either, certainly not anything that makes them feel like the small people they usually are.
I guess I just can't imagine base existence, consumption and perceived social status, let alone having something to fight about being *Checks Notes* ALL a person lives for, or wants to.
For fuck's sake, It's Christmas. If you're too dumb to understand and act on what that's supposed to mean, what's the point??
I can't imagine "Anything but 'Love Thy Neighbor'" as a credo, officially or otherwise.
But that's what it is for These Fucking People.
And they desperately want us to love them for it.
And if you don't think manipulators like Erika Kirk or their enablers like JD Vance will ruthlessly take advantage of that bullshit and expend even the lives of their followers like so many gambling chips, you're wrong.
Truth is the only floor most of us have to stand on to push back against Power.
But you have to be smart enough to figure out what the Truth is.
You either believe in freedom or you don't.
And either you're willing to fight for it or you're not.
Remember that, in this season.
Glory to Ukraine!
And after these things I saw another angel come down from heaven, having great power; and the earth was lightened with his glory.And he cried mightily with a strong voice, saying, Babylon the great is fallen, is fallen, and is become the habitation of devils, and the hold of every foul spirit, and a cage of every unclean and hateful bird.
For all nations have drunk of the wine of the wrath of her fornication, and the kings of the earth have committed fornication with her, and the merchants of the earth are waxed rich through the abundance of her delicacies.
And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues.

For her sins have reached unto heaven, and God hath remembered her iniquities.
Reward her even as she rewarded you, and double unto her double according to her works: in the cup which she hath filled fill to her double.
How much she hath glorified herself, and lived deliciously, so much torment and sorrow give her: for she said in her heart, I sit a queen, and am no widow, and shall see no sorrow.
Therefore shall her plagues come in one day, death, and mourning, and famine; and she shall be utterly burned with fire: for strong is the Lord God who judges her.And the kings of the earth, who have committed fornication and lived deliciously with her, shall bewail her, and lament for her, when they shall see the smoke of her burning,
Standing afar off for the fear of her torment, saying, Alas, alas that great city Babylon, that mighty city! for in one hour is thy judgment come. ~Revelation 18:1-10
Four
[Mon Mothma addresses the Senate chambers again]
- Mon Mothma: Fellow Senators, friends, colleagues, allies, adversaries, I stand before you this morning with a heavy heart. I've spent my life in this chamber. I came here as a child, and as I look around me now, I realize I have almost no memories that predate my arrival, and few bonds of affection that cleave so tightly. Through these many years, I believe I have served my constituents honorably and upheld our code of conduct. This chamber is a cauldron of opinions, and we've certainly all had our patience and tempers tested in pursuit of our ideals. Disagree as we might, I am hopeful that those of you who know me will vouch for my credibility in the days to come.
- I stand this morning with a difficult message. I believe we are in crisis. The distance between what is said and what is known to be true has become an abyss. Of all the things at risk, the loss of an objective reality is perhaps the most dangerous. The death of truth is the ultimate victory of evil! When truth leaves us, when we let it slip away, when it is ripped from our hands, we become vulnerable to the appetite of whatever monster screams the loudest. This Chamber's hold on the truth was finally lost on the Ghorman Plaza! What took place yesterday, what happened yesterday on Ghorman, was unprovoked genocide! Yes, genocide! And that truth has been exiled from this Chamber! And the monster screaming the loudest, the monster we helped create, the monster who will come for us all soon enough, is Emperor Palpatine!
- ~From the Star Wars series Andor, S2.E9 "Welcome To The Rebellion."